Never Yours

Chapter 32

I was sitting on the bed breathing heavily and Ansel was just starring at me.

Me: WHAT?!

He backed away a bit.

Ansel: Damn... What happened?!

Me: I can't talk to you about this!

I was crying and Ansel sat next to me he put his arm around me.

Ansel: It's okay....

Me: No it's not! Life is changing now! It's all messed up! I wanna go back! And fix all the problems!!..

Ansel stared into my eyes.

Ansel: You can't... That's the messed up part about life. But, you just have to deal with it and move on... And hope life will get better. All you need is support...

Me: Support!... Support! Oh shut up! I have no support what so ever! My parents are never coming back! They don't even call me!... Neither does my siblings!... I have nobody! Nobody!! Everybody just comes when they feel like it! When they need me! I'm there but, when I need them... They're never there!!... Ansel!... All of this shit that's happened to me! I was alone! No one cares!

Ansel: I care... I'm here for you... I love you... I wanna raise your kid with you... So what if it's not mines... The father is Harry of course... But...

Me: Ummm...

Ansel stared at me.

Ansel: What?..

I have to tell him...

Me: (Sighs) I don't know if Harry is the father?...

I looked at the floor.

Ansel: What you mean?!... Who else!?

I was crying... What a shock... I was crying again...

Ansel: ALLY!!

Me:.... Stefan.....

I looked up at Ansel. His whole face got red. I saw he was making tight fist. He got up and punched the door it made a hole. Then I heard slams.

I lied on the bed. I heard Ansel screaming.

Ansel: OH MY GOD! WHY?! WHY!?

I got up from the bed and went to him. He was leaning against the wall, crying. I tried to hug him but, he nudge me off and went downstairs. I'm starting to just hate life... I hate it!

Me: Oh god! Kill me now!...

I yelled. I saw a letter on the floor. I picked it up and it was from Ansel to me.

"Alejandra even though we fight a lot and have problems I'm still here for you and I love you. I loved you ever since I first met you. I just didn't know how you felt. You're so beautiful. Every time I'm with you I get happy. And I'm sorry for treating you bad in the past and ignoring you. I was just upset and it wasn't your fault. No matter what happens I'll still love you and care about you. I'll protect you, sacrifice anything for you. I wanna be the father of the baby girl. I wanna treat her like a little princess and you like a queen. I wanna spend my whole life with you."

I just stared at the letter. I wiped my eyes and went downstairs. I looked over to Ansel. He was just starring at the wall. He wasn't even looking at me. I sighed and went out the door. I was going for a walk. It was getting a little dark. While I was walking it felt like somebody was following me. I looked back and I saw no one. So I continued walking. I was hearing foot steps I looked back again and no one... I was getting scared. What I can't even go out for a walk?... I heard breathing. I ignored it and walked faster. Then the breathing was getting louder. I quickly turned around and my mouth opened wide. I screamed and ran.