Never Yours

Chapter 30

Angelique: I know.... But he should because there's a possible chance he might be the father of your baby.

Me: I know...

Angelique: Let's go.

Me: What?!

Angelique: Come! We're going to Stefan's house..

Me: Now?!...

Angelique: Ya...

I'm not sure going to his house to tell him now. It's too soon...

Me: I don't know about this Angie....

Angelique: Angie?... I wasn't called that for years!.. I wonder why it went away?... Hmmm.... Okay let's go!

Me: Ugh fine. (Sighs)

I went into Angelique's car and she was driving. I felt so nervous. I put my hand on my stomach. I was shaking my legs. It took 10 minutes to get to his house. Angelique and I were standing on his porch.

Angelique: Well?...

Me: Well?....

Angelique: Knock...

I knocked. And he didn't answer.

Me: No answer... He's not home... Let's go!

I was about to walk away, but Angie stopped me.

Angelique: No... No no.

Stefan answered the door. He looked different.

Me: Is that you...?

Stefan:.... Yeah...

He looked so different... He hasn't shaved this face. His clothes were all dirty.

Me: What happened?

Stefan: What you mean?! And why are you here?..

I looked over at Angelique hoping she would explain to him... But she didn't so I had too.

Me: (Sighs) I have to tell you something.... Can we come in?

Stefan: Sure....

Angelique and I went into the house. I was just standing there like looking down.  

Stefan: So.... What do you have to tell me??

I felt like I was going to faint so I sat down on the sofa. Stefan looked at me like I was crazy or something.

Stefan: You okay?

Me: (Sighs) No....

He sat next to me and held my hand. It felt kinda weird since we hadn't seen each other for a while.

Me:.... I'm pregnant....

I wanted to see his reaction. His face was blank.

Stefan:.... You're pregnant?...

Me: Yeah...

Stefan: You.... Are... Pregnant?..

Me: Yes!

I think Stefan knew that he might be the father of my baby.

Stefan: You have any idea on who might be the father?

Me: Yeah... Harry or.... You?

His mouth opened. I didn't know if that meant if he was happy or not.

Stefan: How many months?..

Me: About 3

Stefan: Boy or girl?

Me: Girl...

Stefan: How you find this out?

Me: Ansel took me to the doctor.

Stefan: Well..... If it is mine. I'll be there.

A smile came across my face. It shows that he still cares. I gave him a big hug.

Me: Thank you so much..

Stefan: No problem... Does anyone else know?

Me: No just you and Angelique.

Stefan: Good..... Don't tell nobody else... Especially Janelly...

"Janelly"........ "Janelly"... I don't understand why he still is in love with her... She's staying at his brother's! God only knows what they did together!!

Me: I don't understand why you're still in love with her?...

Stefan: What? Why?

Me: Cause... She's been staying with your brother... And God only knows what they did! And if she really loved you...  Then... She would've been back.... But no! She doesn't love you Stefan.... I'm sorry... But I don't  want to see you get hurt..

I put my hand on his back. He put his head down. With his hands together.

Stefan: You're probably right..... (Sighs) Why?... Why have I been so stupid?... All this time.... I've been stupid.. For all the shit I did.... And what for?!  For her to leave... And take my baby away!!

I put my arm around him. Tears were running down his face. I don't know what got to me?.... I usually keep my mouth shut about things like this... It just came out...