I feel like a dumbass i shouldnt show my emotions i should hide them i want to die badly i am too dumb to be here anyways im just going to dissapoint my parents, they are gona worry thry are gona be afraid for me even if i dont deserve it i just dont i need to die asap so no one can worry no one should worry no one deserves that pain no one should feel it no one should hear them its just thoughts that i deserve just me and only me i juust need them to convince ne that death is the best option, the mist painful death, bleed out till it drips to the ground so fast im gona slowly die looking at how pathetic me and my life was and how sad was that people worried becouse of such a pice of shit that deserves nothing fucking nothing, i deserve to be ignored in pain i deserve to die die die die die die die die die die die im a stupid bitch that causes harm to others i dont deserve life i want to and i need to diediediediediediediedie idk how to handle it when i feel like i dissapoint people yet they want to know my state of mind even if they dont know how toxicated it is and they will probobly worry i know they will and i dont want it but now they worry more but i know ill break them with it i know that its not healthy and they want to know they want to suffer but i dont want to let them down with then seeing how bad it is how awful i feel and i how i wish to die with pain i know its wrong yet i cant stop it i just cant i can not stop it i dont know how i dont have any hope i dont need Hope i dont deserve the people i know i dont deserve attention im getting and i dont deserve to be here alive at all.
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dont worry plz
Cerita Pendekits me realising my thoughts, im warning you of bad english a d mistakes as engkish is not my first language and i wrote it while i had anxiety attack. be sure not to read this if you re easily disturbed.
