Different ❤Cake❤

~14

Luke

Why did I agree to go? I mean its not like I had any other choice, and its not because of Calum. He's willing to put everything aside for me, and I just sit here taking it all in. The little I can do is go to the game because he asked. And I really don't mind watching him run around all sweaty and panting.

Shut up Luke.

My roleplay husband. Oh this doesn't feel right to me. I have to end our relationship with him. As by him I mean Andy CuddleMeNaked Biersack. He is a she but still. I don't like it. I have a lot of important things to do when I get home tonight.

I keep to my thoughts for the rest of the drive, that is until the car slams on its breaks and we jut to a halt. It scares me half to death.

"I'm so sorry Luke, a little kitty just ran across the road" Calum jumps out of the car and I can't help but smile. He runs all over searching for the helpless animal.

"Find it!" I say to him. Its a few seconds before he hops back in the car and hands me something cold and fluffy. A little black and white cat is sitting on me. I awh and hold it against my chest, trying to warm it.

"Gosh he's so cute, I couldn't have lived with myself if I had ran it over." He says, and I can very well tell he isn't kidding. He reaches over and pets the kitty softly on its head and rubs its ears. We turn into his drive and he stops the car. I get out, still holding the small cat and close the door with my hip. Calum hops over the hood (pun pun pun) and wraps his arms around me. He gently kisses me, then the kitty. "May I hold it?" He asks softly and I gently dump the furball into his arms. It purs and kneeds at Calum's arm.

"We must give it a name" I suggest. He nods and we head inside.

"Here, I'll be right back" he hands me the Oreo looking feline and I question it. It has the biggest green eyes I've ever seen, so cute and soft and now its all warm. He runs into the kitchen and I hear him hit the stairs and up he goes.

"Oh hello?" I hear an unfamiliar girls voice and I look up. She looks so much like Calum I have to take a second look.

"Hi..I'm Calums.. Friend" I smile.

"Oh" she smiles. "Name?"

"Luke..Luke Hemmings" I shyly say.

"You're the famous Luke Im always hearing about? Mmm friend is hard to believe, are you guys going out?" She questions. I don't know what to say. I slowly nod. She grins and I feel more at ease.

"That's amazing ugh your jus' the cutest thing, my name is Mali Koa, call me Mel. I'm Calums sister" she reaches out and hugs me, cat and all. I smile.

"Do you like cats?" I ask, trying to make conversation. She nods as she pets it.

"What's its name?" She asks. I shrug.

"Doesn't have one yet" I say. I hear feet pound and Calum quickly enters the room.

"Hey sis, look what we found isnt he the cutest?!" Calum grins and she agrees. He has an armfull of things. A blue blanket, a string, a little mouse stuffed animal and a small pillow. He drops everything onto the couch and he nods at the blanket. I sit the kitty down on the blue fabric and she instantly curls up, purring, and bats at the string. "Can you get it some food and water sis? Please please Mel?" He takes his sister's hands and she nods.

"Go have fun, I'll watch it..I think its a girl" she shrugs. He kisses her cheek and let's her hands go.

"Thanks, come on Luke" he slowly heads toward the kitchen. I follow him upstairs to his room. He closes the door and quickly opens his closet. He slides shirts and jackets over rapidly before tossing a black jacket at me. I catch it against me.

"You might get cold" he shrugs. Oh my god. It smells just like him. His cologne...oh my.

"You're sweet. Thank you.." I unzip it and take the hanger from the sleeves and place it gently on his bed. He slips off his shirt and I get weak in the knees. I watch as he fumbles with getting the shirt on. His perfectly lightly toned back is all I can see. He turns around and smiles.

"I'm nervous for the game" he finally admits. I nod.

"It'll be okay" I've been thinking of scenarios that could happen, so I'm only saying this so it will comfort him. He shrugs.

"Sticking to my words.." He grabs a red can and sprays his torso down. The scent lingers and my knees get very very weak. He looks up slowly.

"Stand by the fence near the consesion stand during halftime okay?" He smiles.

"Of course"

"All my stuff is in the locker room, so we can go..its already 7:03" he points out.

"Okay"

"You aren't talking much, what's wrong?" His eyebrows furrow and it makes him look kind of sad.

"Nothing I'm fine" I feel like I'm gonna be sick. I offer him a little smile. He sighs.

"Tell me.." He sits down on the bed. I shrug.

"Im just nervous, I'll be fine" I reassure him. He pulls me down next to him on the bed. He plants a soft kiss on my cheek.

"Is that all?" He asks in a whisper.

"Yes." I answer. He wraps his arms aroundvme and nuzzles his face into my chest. I pull my arm from in between us and put it around him. His arms tighten and I gently kiss the top of his head.

"I can't believe its only been a few hours.." I say quietly.

"Me either" he lifts his head.

"Calum you were my first kiss" I blurt. His jaw falls slowly, then it upturns into a huge smile.

"No way" he says quietly. "That's beautiful"

"Me never being kissed?"

"No. Me being your first" he leans in and kisses me gently. "Come onn" he sighs and let's me go. I stand up and slip on the jacket. He opens the door and we head back downstairs. When were in the living room I can see Mel  holding the kitty, feeding it little pieces of food.

"You coming?" Calum asks his sister.

"Nah next game, love you  safe, nice finally meeting you Luke!" She waves to Calum and I as we are leaving.

"Love you!" Calum calls as he shuts the door.

The drive is silent. But I swear you could feel the nervousness in the air. And it isn't even a good silence. It's choking me.

When the school comes in view, my stomach does a flip and lands on its face. People are gonna see us arrive together, who knows what Calum will do. A lot of people are getting out of cars and walking towards the school.

Our school is, large. The tenth grade alone has about 150 students. Did I say large? I meant gigantic.

"I'm so ready to show you off, you're coming to the locker room with me" he smiles and turns into the lot. I put my head down and I feel my eyes prick.

Why is everyone so mean? Why do they go out of their way to be so mean? What did I really do to deserve this? I stopped defending my self, it just makes everything worse. Rainbow Dash. Dick Up. Homotic Bitch Lord. Sometimes they go out of their way to be mean. It hurts me so bad. I don't ever talk to anyone. I guess I just really do deserve the shit because I'm that fucked up.

"Shh baby .. don't cry" I feel a warmth as his hand touches my back. "Come on you can do this, were gonna have a great time. You can be my personal cheerleader. You can wear the tight little outfit too" I lift my head up and laugh at his last remark.

"Fish net leggings also?" I smile.

"Well now you're just teasing" he laughs. "Come on babe" Calum opens his door slowly and I nod, I wipe off my cheeks and open the car door.

This is it.

Calum is coming out.

We're together.

I take a deep breath....