A song for you

Saying goodbye

The night after the show was hard. The one direction boys manager was blowing up at them their fans were let down and the boys had to say goodbye.

They had never expected the end to be so soon.

"You will all pay for this!" The manager yelled. By then the boys weren't listening though. They walked out of the office and looked at each other.

"Well I guess this is goodbye." Liam looked at the ground. He was going to miss everyone. He knew seeing harry would be more difficult then it was now.

"Not goodbye. Just so long for now. We will see each other again. I think we will all be happier too." Louis smiled and held out his arms. "Group hug?" .

Niall sniffled trying not to cry. They joined in a big hug. Louis walked away first leaving to pack up everything that was important.

Then Niall who started to cry cause he really didn't want to leave one direction.

Harry and Liam held hands till they reached their rooms. "Rember Harry this isn't goodbye." Harry smiled and gave Liam a kiss before walking into his own room.

Everything seemed to happen quickly. They were taken to new buildings with each one having a new manager.

They would talk online and every now and then they would meet in person. Zayn was the only one that Louis still couldn't see.

He was worried what would happen. From the pictures he could see Zayn was getting skinneir and by now Louis knew Zayn was cutting again. Zayn only ever wore long shirts when he was.

He should have seen him sooner he knew that, but everything has just happened and he had to release a song....so before he even realized a year had passed.

"Louis you need to see Zayn. It's been a year since the last time. That's not right. I know your avoiding it but you to were in love don't you think you owe it to him now?" Niall looked at Louis who had gone quiet.

Louis took a deep breath. "How do I though? After so long I figured he wouldn't want anything to do with me. I know he's having a hard time. He has been for awhile. What do I say to him now? We are strangers."

"You two aren't strangers. It's just been awhile. Louis I know it's difficult but he needs you. I tried talking to him but he just doesn't listen. Harry came over one time and found him passed out with his wrist bleeding everywhere. It was terrifying. He will only listen to you."

"...okay I will talk to him. I'll see him. I-i don't know when though. I have a show tomorrow and I'm visiting my mother the day after."

"So see him Friday. You have to Louis. He won't be in the same area much longer."

Louis nodded. "Is he really doing that bad? This is all my fault. He wouldn't have gone to management had I not stopped by his room."

"You two do the same things it's kinda funny. Its not your fault. Zayn thinks it's his. It's not his either though. I mean we couldn't have been a boy band forever."

Louis nodded again. "Yeah but that doesn't mean I don't miss you guys sometimes. We were like brothers."

"Hey we still are. Well except for Liam and Harry. They are husband's." Niall hugged Louis.

"Yeah. I can't believe they managed to get married without anyone else finding out. It was a beautiful wedding though."

"Yeah it was. Oh darn it's getting late I gotta go. See you Lou. And don't forget talk to Zayn! You better do it!"

"I will." Niall got driven away but Louis continued to walk. He had a security guard with him but thankfully it was a lonely street so there was no one else.

He whistled up at the sky. He missed Zayn. He wanted to see him but seeing him meant he would have to explain why he didn't. He couldnt just day he was afraid. Something like fear shouldn't be enough to keep two people who love each other apart.

What would Zayn say when he saw him? Would he be happy and hug him? Would he get angry and leave?

Louis shook his head. If he thought about it for to long he knew he wouldn't go. Friday was two days away. He didn't know if he should dread it or be excited.

All he knew was he was seeing Zayn again and that made him alittle bit happier.