This will basically be a visual randomness book. Mostly fandom, but there will be other content (occasionally). I always have something to say about an image, and usually have a story for every detail of a drawing. I also sometimes have full oneshot...
hi yes i am back on my attention whore bullshit leaving little hints about a fic I probably won't start publishing for a couple more months or however long it takes me to finish writing it.
Anyway.
It's an Abuse AU/Mortal AU (yes another I have a problem I know) but this time it's PJO!
Ah yes we love uncharacteristically meticulous metaphor and description written in 1st person don't we?
Well.
Here's the shit.
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We set the stage: gabe is an emotionally, verbally, and physically abusive fuck. Percy is depressed but hiding it with energy, false happiness, and sarcasm (sound familiar?) (We don't know where the first 2 come from in either people this applies to). I was going to use full color, but I didn't feel like it. I was coloring the base layer for undertones and really liked it this way so I finished coloring it monochrome. I did not set out intending for him to look so murderous. But it happened anyway. He needs sleep and food but none of that will happen in the near future.
The nose is a little weird not a fan but I tried.
Noses are hard but so important so I will never give up on them.
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An aesthetic board to set the mood. Yes I used pic-collage it's all I have, okay?
Now, C O V E R S because I like making covers, I have t h r e e. Tell me in the comments your favorite!
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It's really dark, and mainly focuses on verbal abuse and how it permanently affects survivor's mental state, the first 10 or so chapters will include smelly gabe but I haven't even finished those yet, and I already have almost 50 pages so.... It's a long boi. It goes into 2 POVs each chapter, Percy and then a character relevant to the chapter's events, slowly unfurling the magnitude of the abuse and how it's perceived by others.
I dunno. I'm hyped to put it up when I'm done. Topics addressed: depression, eating disorders (most prevalently BDD), abuse, and rape, and PTSD Like I said. Sad. I'm trying to write keeping in mind my pet peeves with fics of this genre, so hopefully you guys will enjoy this even if it's The Big Sad Hours. I enjoy writing it, so I hope I will continue to love writing it so that I'll finish it in a reasonable timeframe.
