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02. Lost

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*Carlos*

I walked to school with my head low, all morning no sign of Tonio yet I had a feeling he was avoiding me. But he couldn't avoid me at lunch he'd have nowhere else to sit if he tried.

I felt lonely without having him by my side, everyone stared at me when he wasn't near I couldn't deal. It made me think of the first day of school all over again. Feels like it all has...

The bell rang, I quickly left the classroom and ran to his locker. I knew he was here today, I stood next to his locker as he slowly walked towards it with his earbuds in and hands in his pockets. He unlocked his locker ignoring my existence. I closed his locker on him and noticed the bags under his eyes. What have I done? I should've just told him with words.

He stood there and looked at me with watery eyes then walked off towards the cafeteria. I trailed behind trying to think of what to say at lunch. We entered the lunchroom and sat in front of each other in silence.

"Tonio?" I tapped him on the hand.

No response.

"Toni!"I said a little louder.

Nothing.

"To-" I was cut off.

"Leave me the hell alone... get out my face, leave I don't want you here... get the fuck away from me!" He yelled standing hunched over the table as he spat at me with red eyes as tears poured down his face. I jumped with fear scared to move not knowing what to do really.

"Now!!" He yelled even louder gaining the whole cafeterias attention the whole table staring at me.

The tears made my eyes glossy but didn't fall I looked at him one last time and walked away. Everyone stared at me, on my way out one of my ¨teammates¨ tripped me. I fell busting my lip, a familiar metallic taste filled my mouth as the lunchroom came to life with laughter. what great teammates. 

I flicked them off. Then they started throwing their trays at me forcing me to run out of the lunchroom. I looked through the window of the door to see all the cheerleaders babying him except Zach who stared back at me.

I ran out of the building letting my tears fall. How couldn't he have known I was gay from the start? He's gay too, does he not have a functional gaydar? I guess I must act like a straight guy but that couldn't have been what made him like that. I started walking to the abandoned house we turned into our "House" over the summer with the help of my dad and his mom some years ago. They bought it for us.

The windows where boarded outside and inside. It looked terrible on the outside but on the inside, it looks beautiful we haven't been here since sophomore year.

I only come here to be alone. I put the key in the door and opened it, closing it and locking it behind myself. I looked up at the blue painted walls with glow in the dark stickers on the ceiling. There were no rats or mice and the floor was clean, I climbed on the couch against the wall and turned on some music to make me feel better.

"Knife party where have you been?" I said talking to myself as I closed my eyes.

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*Tonio*

I walked pass victor while he was at his locker in the empty hall. I was late for class. Next thing I knew I was I was being pulled into the boy's bathroom to my right.

"You know you disgust me you little faggot." He said rubbing his hands all over me as he roughly pushed me against the wall. I winced.

"Then why are you talking to me and groping me like so?" I said not in the mood to play games with him. I honestly wanted nothing to do with him.

"Because I like you... you play hard to get." He said licking my neck.

Victor was a disgusting pig and I don't even see why he pretends to hate gay guys when he could be a leather master in the mere future... seriously! But if it barks like a dog it is a dog end of discussion. Victor had blue eyes, freckles, dark hair which was cut short and he was on the football team. Built for it too. Though I was a cheerleader I see more than enough of him on a daily bases and it gets annoying.

So I'll make this encounter go by much faster.

"No... get your pinky off my thigh!" I said rammed my knee in his crotch hard and left the bathroom before the hall sweep. I needed to think so I decided to go somewhere special after school since I haven't been there in a while so I skipped practice. Zach knew what to do. He always knew what to do.

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I walked up the stairs with my earbuds in soon unlocking the door to a dark room which was perfect. I went up the stairs and sat in the room I decorated for myself different from Carlo's which was downstairs. I had rainbows and clouds on my walls and a bed swing with other crap I forgot about. I laid on my bed swing and started swaying side to side.

I didn't want to go home. I didn't want to face my stepdad again, I didn't want to face Carlos even though he was my best friend and I couldn't get past the fact that he kissed me and he's straight. It was just too much at once. Too much to handle when there's a lot of weight on your shoulders already. I did the right thing, right? I guess. I searched my room for something I was hiding up here for this type of moment. I found it and opened it letting the cap hit the ground. The liquid burned my throat the first three mouth fulls and after the fourth, everything blurred and my body took control of its own actions. Removing my headphones I heard music downstairs. I swallowed the rest, lit a candle and went down I knew who it was as I began down the stairs losing balance every now and then.

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