Pornhub~Dorbyn

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Corbyn
I was lost, hurt, confused. If he wasn't going to kiss me, what was he gonna do?

I stayed in fort Dorbyn the whole night, waking up in the morning to Daniels cooking, and Jazzy's yelps.

My eyes fluttered open, walking to the kitchen, avoiding eye contact. Daniel passed me my plate of food, not saying a word He just smiled and nodded.

I ate my food in silence as Jazzy ate her food, playing with her toys.

I finnished eating, seeing Daniel play with Jazzy. I pushed my plate away, getting off my seat and taking Jazzy to fort Dorbyn.

Daniel didn't say anything about it. He just sighed, washing the dishes. I blocked the enterance from fort Dorbyn. I was too embarrassed to speak to Daniel...and sad.

My tears came down my cheeks, I didnt even notice I was crying until Jazzy licked my salty tears.

I started to sob a bit, holding Jazzy in my arms, close to my chest.

"Jazzy he doesnt love me. And after all hes done...I-I had..I had hope." I whispered to her. It was as if she understood. She stayed in my arms, cuddling me, helping me.

I cried more, Daniel not hearing a peep from the kitchen.

He walked to the front of fort Dorbyn, making a knocking sound on the floor.

"Yeah?" I sniffled a bit.

"Are you crying?" Daniel asked in a tone that made me feel attacked.

"What? No. Im fine." I said. Jazzy fell asleep in my arms so I set her down on a pillow, hiding in a fluffy blanket.

"Yes u are. Ur voice sounds broken." Daniel said. He sounded worried but I didnt care. He hurt my feelings and I havent even admitted to myself that..that..that I like guys...

I've said it in my head sure but..never out loud, not even to my mother.

"Because of you." I cried, walking out of the fort and into the room. Daniel followed me, grabbing my wrist. He saw all the red marks from the burning tears that came down my face, all the puffy eyes and nose he caused in me.

"Corbyn." Daniel said softly, cupping my cheek.

"No!!" I yelled, pulling away. "Daniel, I have never EVER! Felt this way with ANYONE. And you have the audacity to come at me like this when I dont even know what my feelings are?! I made a mistake and Im sorry." I cried, sobbing really if im honest. Daniel looked at me worried.

"Its okay Corbyn, you kissed me and it was a mistake-"

"No." I said sternly. "That wasnt the mistake Daniel. The mistake was falling for your lies. Was I stupid to love you? I've fallen for another lie, a dumb one. You were NEVER, EVER On my side Daniel Seavey!! Well guess what?! Fool me once, fool me twice ARE YOU FUCKING DEATH OR PARADISE?!" I asked him, crying my life out. Kissing someone randomly doesnt seem like a big deal to you but, to me, I had my first kiss with the opposite gender. And I got rejected, feeling the biggest feelings I've ever felt. It hurts.

"Corbyn-" Daniel asked softly, his blue orbs twinkling in the sunlight.

"NO!! You were my life
But life is far away from fair!!" I yelled to him, crying.

"Corbyn!!-"

"No Daniel, your so mean to me. You played with me feelings, acting like I cant get hurt or fall inlove!! Your so-"

I got cut off by Daniels lips on mine, kissing me roughly. It was passion and lust, but he kissed me.

I kissed back, obviously. Daniel held my waist, squeezing my bum, signaling me to jump. I did, wrapping my legs around his waist.