Cringeworthy [COMPLETE]

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have a long magician's red/silver chariot chapter for no absolute reasons- //

Magician's PoV

I shut the door of my home, resting my back against the door. I already had escorted Polnareff back home, and it seems like we live quite far from each other but we were heading in the same direction. Gosh, I felt like crying and I was, surprisingly without me noticing. Immediately, I wiped them away, my dad didn't need to know about the tears. With a sniff, I waltzed my way through the lobby and I didn't see dad.

' Weird, ' I thought. Usually dad was on the couch, shuffling with his tarot cards or just reading a book. He'd usually notice me and greet me with a smile, always asking me how was my day at school. Before I could start overthinking over.. unpleasant things, I tried to shake it off and headed towards my room. I looked around as I made my way in, no sight of dad I guess, and sighed. I propped my bag down near by the door, letting my body fall limp onto the bed.

I screwed up. Polnareff is going to probably think I'm weird.. I know the school is accepting and supportive to people who are shunned out from the world but what if he isn't?

...

Calm down, Ahmar. Stressing this out won't get you anywhere. I should talk this out tomorrow.. Wait, maybe I shouldn't but I have to apologize..

Fine! I'll apologize and make up with him! I should also bring a little ' I'm Sorry ' gift too, it would unexpected but it's alright. Then after apologizing, suggest to hang out again and we'll be friends again like nothing happened!

This is the perfect plan!

What could absolutely go wrong?

--

Everything went into fucking disaster. Earlier this morning, I was attempting to buy the ' I'm Sorry ' gift for Polnareff. It had to be something small but genuine although I couldn't find anything like it and I forgot my wallet at home so; secondly, I had to walk and the school's quite far from where I lived so I had to walk for about half an hour or more; and lastly, Polnareff wasn't there. I had asked Mideiro where he had went, saying he had fencing training or something so that made me go to where the fencing training ground/area at lunch.

People who weren't part of the club, apparently it's a club, are not allowed to enter. I thought that it would be better if I just peeked into the window, although it would appear that it was not the best idea because I had peeked into the men's changing room and saw HIM topless. In all honesty, topless Polnareff is pretty hot- sHIT. For a moment, we managed to somehow see each other and I just immediately hid and dashed off back to class. He saw me, he sawme, hesawmehesawme-- shitshitsHITSHITSHIT. ABORTABORTABORTABORT!!!

I was back in my classroom, returning to my seat while damped in cold sweat. I just hope he won't attend the last periods.

...

You have got to be shitting me. He had walked in after a few minutes later. The world loves messing with me, doesn't it? Fan-fucking-tastic. I did my best to remain calm, my hands stuck onto each other as I silently prayed out of panic. He casually passed by, not sparing a glance which I was grateful for. I let out a heavy yet silent sigh of relief, since I was holding my breath earlier out of subconsciousness, and class has begun too. Oh thank God..

--

A couple of days passed already and yet me and Argent -- Mideiro told me to call him Argent instead because I might mistaken calling his father instead -- haven't said a single word to each other.. that may be because from the fact I've been avoiding him for the past few days. It's just-- I can't help it! I don't know what to do in the first place after all! I mean, I guess I can with the old plan but how am I going to talk to him if I'm acting so cowardly like this!?