The Devil in Disguise

Personal therapist

"Whatchu mean you going to Chicago!" i yelled with a frown

"Kylah I gotta go, if I stay here imma end up in jail" he said with a straight face

"And what about momma?"

"Kylah bro, stop calling ha ass momma, she wasnt never and never will be yo momma and I put they on err thing I love" he snapped at me

"Ok chill, I thought you was gone kill her the way you rushed out" I said

"I never said I wasn't gone kill her" he said zipping up his duffel bag With a smirk

"Just gotta get my shit straight, plus if she turn up dead right now, twelve gone know it was me because she snitched on me" he said

"So what's gone happen" I asked

"Shii, I'll give it a few weeks befo doe and nem get to her or Imma come back just for her" he said  shrugging his shoulders

"Imma miss you tho" I said trying not to cry

"Bro wipe yo tears, you too damn grown"

"But I'm graduating in some weeks and you won't even be down here" I said still crying

"Kylah bro, stop being a babyyy! Imma still visit you err now and then"

"So that mean you moving down there permanently!" I exclaimed and started crying

"Kylah come on bro, you know what I mean" he said hugging me

"But I don't want you to leaveee" I said trying not to cry but it just sounded like I was sobbing

"Bro you ugly as fuck when you cry" he said laughing

"Ewww I hate you!" I said pushing him away from me and sitting on the couch

"Girl you was just crying because you don't want me to leave!" He said laughing even louder

"Stop it Quintin! That's not funny" I said wiping my tears again because they kept coming for some reason

"Awwww she cried for real! You really do know her!" Quan said walking in the door

" now y'all owe me $20! Run me my moneyyy!" Amari said walking in behind him followed by the rest of them except Elijah

"Y'all betted on this!" I said laughing and crying at the same time

"Hell yeah, I knew you was gone cry, why not get paid off of it" Amari said making them all laugh including me

"Stoppp that's not funny!"  I said getting up to go to the kitchen

"Aye she mad right now, I bet ha boyfriend could calm ha down" dreads said and they all bussed out laughing

"Y'all Leave ha alone, she pressed right now" Nani said as I opened my tub o snickers ice cream and started eating it only to make them laugh harder

"Ight Nah Leave ha alone before she start crying again"  Quintin said trying not to laugh

"Let me know when you leave" is said mean mugging him as I walked to my room with my Cheetos and ice cream only to make everybody laugh at me

To be honest, I knew he was gone have to leave, I just don't want him to leave, and as for my mo- Katrina, I don't really know how imma feel if she dies, it's like yeah she a stupid ass bitch and she did hella wrong but at the end of the day she still gave birth to me

"You ok" quan said walking with a smirk

"Stop laughing at me!" I said stuffing my mouth with Cheetos

"I'm just trynna check on you, because ain't nobody else finna come up here" he said sitting on my bed then laying back

"You know this not his first time getting into a mess like this" he said digging out a handful of Cheetos

"Actually, one time, one of his hoes had told him she was pregnant with his child, and he didnt have a good feeling about it, so he had  me get  up with her because she didn't know me, so we was chilling at ha place and next thing I know, she get to start talking bout how she was pregnant and she had multiple niggas buying her shit because she lied to them about the baby being theirs"

"How come she didn't lie to you"

"Because I told ha ion fuck pregnant bitches, used ass vagina, try againn"he said rolling his eyes making me laugh

"Tuh, I put it in and the baby gone end up sucking my dick" he said making throw my head back in laughter

"Stoppp, you disrespectful" I said hitting him playfully

"What happened after that?" I asked him

"Oh, I told yo brother and he exposed ha ass on social media, and he made these fliers wit a picture of her on it telling people how she was a scam and had muhfuckers pass them around with err bag of weed they sold" he said making me chuckle and shake my head

"Y'all did ha bogus, and what does this even gotta do with my current depression"

"Umm first of all, if it wasn't for me, yo ass was gone be babysitting a fraud" he said eating some more chips  making me laugh

"And honestly, this ain't the first time the cops was on his ass, actually, they was always on his ass, they just never had no concrete evidence until, well, until now" he said

"That's crazy" I said eating a spoon of ice cream

"What is"

"All this stuff happened and I never even knew about it" I said after swallowing my ice cream then taking another spoon

"Yeah, well when you in the trap business, it's best not to involve the people you love because a nigga will use them just to get to you" he said

I don't know, it's just something about this conversation that made me feel like I got a special bond with quan, maybe because we never really talk to each other or maybe it's because he's trynna comfort me while I stuff my face, but I feel like this won't be the only conversation like this we gone have, imma make him my personal therapist

"Thank you quan" I said

"For what"

"Making me feel better" I said playing with my ice cream

"Girl,  that ain't no problem, that's what I'm here fo, now tell me what's going on witchu and my nigga Elijah" he said changing the subject hella quick

"Wait, he not my nigga, you know what I mean" he said making us laugh

"Is it that obvious?" I asked

"Yes, and if a nigga can't see it they dumb as a rock" he said

"I don't know, he kinda made it clear that he likes me but I guess I'm just scared of my feelings" I said eating on some Cheetos

"Boi yo ass betta stop being scared, since when was you scared of sum" he said looking at me

"Because it's like, err nigga I dated only wanted me something, whether it was money or my body, they never wanted me for who I'm is" I said  and he shook his head

"Well, Ian een gone front, you pretty as hell, so all of those niggas who used you, must be fucking dumb, because if I wasn't such a whore and I had a female like you, WHEW, Chile she wouldn't be able to get awayy" he said making me laugh

"I guess, but still"

"Still what nigga!, ain't nun of that, tomorrow after school, you gone tell him that you like him, and y'all gone become the good prince and princess" he said and we both laughed

"Ok ok I'll do it" I said

"Well put some pep in yo step, because the nigga ain't catch no bodies in like a whole ass two months"

"Ok because ion think that's sum I wanna hear"

"I'm deadass, nigga on a dry spell for a muhfucker who keep friend zoning him" he said referring to me and leaving out of the room

Aggy.!!

But I do need to get my shit together because he prolly think I'm leading him on at this point