Love Rules? (Euphoria hbo fanfic)

Let me explain

Rue's POV

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I know what you all are thinking Rue how are the fuck are you going to get out of this one? And to be honest y'all I don't know. Let's just see how it plays out.

"I see y'all were getting well acquainted with each other," Lexi says crossing her arms and leaning against the doorway.

"Hey Lex did you ever find Ru-" Cassie says stopping mid-sentence.

"Oh man, you Rue you got some serious explaining to do," Cassie says crossing her arms.

"I swear I can explain. Jules let go of me first." I say pushing Jules away.

"Rue I don't know what kind of games you are trying to pull with me? But whatever just happened between you and Jules makes me question if I wouldn't have come out here at the time I did. If stuff like this is something I have to worry about you doing. I don't know Rue based on what I just saw between you two makes me feel as if you want her. The way you just looked at her is how I only dreamed of you looking at me." Lexi says with hurt in her voice.

"Lexi I swear I can explain it is not what it looks like that at all. Please just listen to what I have to say." I pleaded with her.

"Rue I'm not mad at you. I'm more of hurt by you. I'll listen to whatever you have to tell me due time and due time maybe I will get over what just happen but right now. I can't even look at you and not want to cry. I'll see you later." Lexi responds running away crying.

"Rue I should break my foot in your ass but I won't. Not yet. Want to know why? Because I know you mean well but right now you are fucking up badddd. Do you not understand how much you have already hurt her enough? Do you know how heartbroken she was the last time you od? She cried for a week straight praying that you would be okay, Then the minute she found out you were alright and you got admitted into rehab. Of course, she was sad because you were gone but after a while, she understood that you were getting some help that you needed. The day she found out you were coming back from rehab you are all she ever talked about. But now she's hurting all over again like she was when you left. If you love and care about my sister as much as you say you do Rue you better fix this mess you made." Cassie says while walking away.

I didn't respond to what Cassie said to me because there's nothing I can say right now that would make my situation any better right now.

What have I done?

Jules POV

I look over at Rue and you could see the look of regret all over her face. I feel god awful because I am part of the reason why she feels like this.

"Rue if this makes you feel any better I can go talk to Lexi for you and help clear everything with her," I say to her while rubbing her back.

She didn't respond she just wiped her tears away and nodded.

"I'm going to leave and catch up with Cassie and Lexi. You should go inside to ask Kat and Maddy for some advice on ways to help you make it to Lexi."I yell back at Rue while running after Cassie.

I may like Rue and I want her but I don't want to be a home wrecker. I don't want to get her like this.

After about 8 mins I finally caught up to Lexi and Cassie. They happened to be sitting on a bench in the park. I slowly walked up to them and to be honest my heart is beating out of my chest. I have no idea how they are going to react seeing me. But I need to do this here goes nothing.

"Heyyy Lexi mind if I sit and chat?" I ask with caution.

"Well I'll leave you two to talk" Cassie says getting up .

"I don't know what you are up to Jules but I won't hesitate to fuck you up especially when it comes to her." Cassie whispers to me as she brushes past me.

"Don't mind her she's just overprotective but you can sit if you'd like" Lexi says surprisingly calm.

"Look Lexi I just wanted to say what you saw earlier wasn't what it looked like at all." I say to her.

"Please elaborate on what it was then since I'm not understanding" She responds a bit more hostile.

"Rue and I were just having a conversation about what was bothering her and why she left out of Maddy's house the way she did. I just wanted to make sure she was alright. She didn't really say much." I  continue

"I feel there's more than what you are telling me" Lexi responds.

"Of course there is she asked me if do I ever feel like I'm a prisoner in your own body? And I told her yes ever since I transitioned I've been getting the dirtiest looks and the worst kind of comments from people but it didn't bother me anymore because what's done is done I can't change the past. I think at that point Rue realized that she isn't the only one who feels the way she does now. I thanked her for listening to me vent to her and she thanked me for checking up on her I asked her if she could wanted a hug because at that point we both needed one. She's really sweet and she genuinely cares about her people you are very lucky to have her. She's definitely a keeper plus I've seen the way she talks and looks at you. That girl is in love with you. I don't want you to feel as if I'm trying to come between y'all. I think y'all are cute together." I finish saying to her.

"Jules I'm going to be honest with you. I don't have any ill will towards you. But woman to woman you understand why I reacted the way. I appreciate you coming to me and talking to me about it. But I can find it in my heart to let this slide just this once." Lexi says finally speaking.

"So are we cool now?" I ask her with a smile on my face.

"Yeah Jules we're cool" Lexi smiles back.

"How about a hug?" I ask stretching out my arms.

"Fineeee" she says finally giving in and returning the hug.

"It's pretty late I'm about head home with Cassie I'll see you later" Lexi says walking away.

"Alright Lex I'll see y'all later" I say waving goodbye.

"Oh and Jules one last thing before I go" Lexi chimes in.

"And what's that Lexi?" I ask confused.

"I catch you near my girlfriend again. I won't hesitate to break your neck next time. Okay? Okay." she says dead serious.

"I'll definitely keep that noted" I say nervously laughing.

"Byeeee Jules," she says finally leaving.

I decided to head home since it was pretty late. I finally make it home and I go up to my room to lay down and think about how crazy the whole night has been. The main thing that keeps replaying in my head is that hug Rue and I had it was so amazing but another thing that keeps replaying in my head Lexi basically threatening me to not go near her anymore. I just facepalm myself and think to myself.

What am I going to do now?

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Hey what's going on everyone. It's Kenzie back again with another chapter don't worry the story is going to start picking up just bare with me. I'm trying to figure out what direction I want to take this story. But I hope y'all enjoy this chapter. Until next time.

~Kenzie