Elastic Heart (Changlix)

CHAPTER 11: CAN'T WAIT

"Can't wait"

"I've been deceiving myself, the moment I wake up from the dream I've endured,
I feel the light flooding in..."

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It had been two months since then, since they started this whole "physical only" relationship. Felix didn't think it would last this long but since it did, he doesn't mind at all. If anything, he still couldn't believe what's happening between them. Two months had passed but he still asks himself everyday whether it wasn't a dream. However, he also made sure to remind himself that although it meant something to him, it's not the same with Changbin.

Changbin couldn't be bothered, couldn't care less at all. To Changbin, Felix was nothing more than an object for his pleasure. But Felix would be lying if he said he wasn't having the same pleasure. But the latter wants something more. Something Changbin would probably never give him.

Their relationship isn't something great as having a romantic and real relationship where they call themselves boyfriends or other corny nicknames they could come up with, having movie dates, giving presents on birthdays, celebrating anniversaries, cuddling, and most certainly, saying "I love yous". There was none of those in the whole ordeal they were in. Felix could only dream of it, and he does. But he wasn't complaining, just gladly taking what Changbin has to offer.

Just like right now... where he kneels in the gap between the older's thighs as he bobbed his head in a slow and repetitive motion. Taking in Changbin's length into his mouth till it hits the back of his throat, then pulling back to catch his breath only to take him in again. His eyes watered as he felt Changbin deep in his throat.

He heard the older sighed and he looked up at Changbin through his tear-filled eyes. His brows were furrowed and breathing heavy, with some strands of hair falling on his forehead. Just looking at him gets Felix aroused and makes him feel some sense of pride fill him knowing he makes Changbin feel good. And he was motivated to make him feel better. He wanted Changbin to look at him, praise him.

With that thought in mind, Felix swallowed around Changbin's length and sucked lightly making the latter groan in pleasure.

"Fuck"

Changbin looked back down at Felix lustfully while the younger looks at him with big innocent eyes. Eyes that were asking for assurance. For approval from him.

Changbin couldn't believe it. How Felix manages to look and stay innocent despite having his lips wrapped around his c*ck.

Without breaking eye contact, Felix pulled back, licking and swirling his tongue around Changbin. His eyes remained asking, wanting to know if it was alright. If he was doing good. Changbin didn't say anything, the occasional groans and heavy pants being the only indication.

Felix settled with just kitten-licking the sides of Changbin's member and sucking the tip which drove the latter mad.

Changbin placed a hand on top of Felix's head, petting him lightly, surprising the younger. Felix looked up at Changbin once again, wondering. Changbin bit his lower lip and continued to pet the younger's head. Felix moaned at the feeling of Changbin's hand running through his hair. Felix closed his eyes, leaning in to the touch as he continues to suck on the tip.

"A-ah, Felix..."

Felix's eyes fluttered open, waiting for what Changbin has to say.

"Use your throat more, you can do that can't you?"

Felix gave a light nod and Changbin smiled. "Goodboy"

Felix moaned at the praise. He felt Changbin's hand take a fistful of his hair as he guides Felix's head further down his
length till his nose hits his lower abdomen.