¤Zephany's p.o.v.¤
I felt my heart break again. Everyday, I live my darkest nightmare. Its the same, nothing changes. I know what happens, yet the hope of finding May alive atleast once, its too much for me to just turn my back on her.
I don't even know what is real anymore. If this is reality and everyone goes through the same as I. I hope they find peace atleast in death.
May's dead again. I found her dead for the nth time again. When will this stop?
Will it ever stop?I don't know.
But I will end it today.
I ran out of the gate, towards the cliff that looked upon ragged rocks, covered with bushes.
"May, I'm sorry. I couldn't do it." I sat down.
"You told me, my mind is the place I have to live my whole life. So, I should take care of it with love.
But guess what, my mind was never mine. It was never under my control. I never knew what happened. You were the best thing that happened to me, but the world took that away from me too. Now, I'm rewarded with a fake hope of finding you every time I walk out of the house.
Why did you have to leave me? Everyone leaves, even when they are not real.
Nothing can bring you back, nothing can bring me back.
I stopped taking medication after you passed. Its just gotten worse, atleast I see you everywhere. And I see many other things, I could never see.
I see you in your most destructive form. I become insane everytime. My screams drain my sanity. You shall always remain in my mind as the only sane one who took away my sanity.
In my head, I see so many things. I wished I'd be cursed enough to get killed in my mind and actually die in reality. But it dosen't work like that.
Schizophrenia has eaten my brain inside out. I'm coming to you May."
I got up, wiping my tears.
The stars looked beautiful. The moon was no where to be seen. Today was the day when the stars shine brighter than every being alive.
They looked alive.
I stepped of the cliff.
"I'm free."
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Psychopath. (Completed✔)
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