[B1] WereWolf Already in Seabrook

Proper farewell

I can't do this anymore, being in this town is torture. I'd sprinted back to my house abandoning my thoughts of anything other than getting away. My secrets out and like I said it would, it secluded me from my own kind and from the everyone else as they'll know by morning.

Within ten minutes, clothes from my wardrobe were stuffed in a duffel bag and I grabbed canned food from my cupboards. Despite my need to go away, my conscience was telling me to at least say a proper goodbye. Sometimes I hate my own mind.

Instead of running, I walked through the forest hoping my mind and heart would come to the same conclusion- GET OUT OF THERE! But it didn't. I still walked the same direction, to the den.

Running, walking, any physical exercise I don't bat a heavy breathe. Emotional is a different story. My emotional would seem like a human had ran four marathons in a row and passed out once in each one. My emotional is more tiring than going overboard and trying to swim to shore or even trying to stay up to survive. That's what my emotions were doing. Compassion, want, love for Wyatt was the thrashing waves trying to drag me down, my level head was hoping to lift me up or swim ashore.

I didn't realise until my mind cleared of its debate, but by then I was I was standing at the entrance to the Den. Considering I made it that far, I'm not going to back out now- was my final thought before entering the cavern.

To say my welcome wasn't warm would be the biggest understatement made. I got growls, howls, hisses and glares like ones from Medusa. However, the pack I wasn't interested in, only in Wyatt, Willa, Wynter and Waldemar. I know I've said I don't like Willa or Wynter, but they were doing what was best for the pack which they should do, so I can put my own feelings aside and concentrate on the good. I'm hoping to see Waldemar just to give him a piece of my mind.

Although, shouting was heard through the stone wall separating the main section from the Alpha's area. "You don't even know what actually happened to her!" It sounded like Wyatt.
"I agree with my brother, if he trusts her then I guess.... I guess I should too." I heard the resistance, but at least she's making an effort.
"You don't have the power to pardon her, that is down to The Elders." His cold voice shuddered the room, his emotionless tone came before a triumphant laugh.

"Sorry to interrupt-" I wasn't and I knew Welder could tell, "-but I came to say goodbye." Wyatt and I hugged for what felt like hours. The moment our bodies touched, I squeezed him closer going on my toes to bury my face in his neck.

We released and my attention drew to Willa, I ignored the blatant hate from Waldemar. "Alpha, I have came to apologise deeply for my actions, although it is not for the story you have been told, but for the true events that took place oh so many years ago." I bowed in front of Willa. The unpredictable happened... she hugged me like you would do a friend.
"I've liked you, you know. You were just different from others because you didn't treat me with the same... maturity I'm I'm expected to have. If this is goodbye, I want it to be on a good note." She smiled at me so I smiled back.

Immediately, Wynter hugged me too, this was her over-happy side spilling out. This girl is something else. Finally, there came Waldemar, this is going to be good.

"Before I go, I have some questions." I didn't give him time to answer, I started with the interrogation, "Why lie about me? Why twist my past into propaganda you can use as a way to control others? Also, if you lot weren't so narrow minded, along with the humans, we wouldn't even be in this situation where the moonstone was lost. The guilt has haunted me for centuries but I am not the only one at fault. I take the most blame, but it was not just me and you know that." I answered my own question instead of asking him it. For the first time, The Elder had nothing to reply with. Flabbergasted, he stared at me looking like the cogs were trying to tick but got caught on something.

"Wyatt, could I talk to you... in private please?" We walked out the room into a separate one on the opposite side of the hallway. "What did you-" before he could finish our mouths were attached and showd no sign of wanting to part. We moved in sync like he and I were soulmates- like we had found our mate...
The kiss was slow and passionate making it even harder to want to go. Eventhough my mind screamed to pull away, I just couldn't do it, not a second time, not just yet anyway...
The passion took us over and soon enough he was pulling me as close as he could probably showing he didn't want me to go either. But her had to stop, so we both pulled away at the same time. Our foreheads rested against the others and we panted for air. His hands were on my waist while mine rested on his muscular arms.

"I don't want to go." I told him.
"Then don't..."
"It's not that simple-"
"Yes, yes it is." His eyes flickered with hope again.
"Do you know what they do to traitors who return? They kill them, it's a slow, painful death." My eyes averted to the wall behind him, "I have to go..."
"Then I'll come with you!" He insisted, that wasn't going to happen.
"No you won't. You have family that need you and you're a Beta. You have to stay, for your sister." He couldn't say anything back, "I will never forget about you, and when the last Elder passes, I'll be back. I had a connection with you the first time we met in the forest, that's something I will never forget. That's feeling only happens with your mate." I mumbled the last sentence. I didn't think he heard as he didn't look me in the eyes.

"I'll never forget about you either." He squeezed my hands, "You are the most amazing, thoughtful, courageous, I could go on for hours, wolf I have ever met. You're going to be hard to forget about if I wanted to, which I will not. And I know you'll return one day, I can only pray that day comes soon."

"Maybe you can show me your art gallery when I'm back." I suggested.
"It's a future date."
"It's a future date." I repeated.
"Goodb-"
"No, this isn't goodbye... just a see you soon." I prayed. I don't know if I'll come back, ever. I might be dead before the last Elder dies...
"See you soon." That last line and we parted ways...