𝙅𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙩𝙬𝙤 𝙤𝙛 𝙪𝙨 ✯ 𝙢.𝙥

15: narrative

Mattia had told Alejandro about the little 'incident' that happened in New York, I didn't want no one else to know it.

It was not that I were ashamed of it, but I couldn't help but blame my self.
It would've never had happened if I had just stayed with the others and weren't so reckless when it came to alcohol.
If I just would've been more responsible.

I was scared to tell Mama and Papa. Scared of what they would think of me.

We got home from NY yesterday, and today was monday.
I was happy to be going back to my normal daily routines.
Ever since we got home Ale had been with me all the time, scared to leave me alone.
And trust me, I was happy he did, but it just made me feel even more vulnerable, than I already did.

"You sure you wanna go?" Ale asked as he sat down on his bed.
I applied a layer of mascara before answering.
"Yes Alejandro" I sighed, signalling that I was clearly annoyed.

I finished getting ready before we drove off to school. I tried being social but I kept distancing myself.
The others took the hint, and didn't talk to me much, which I was glad they didn't, I would've probably just snapped at them and they didn't deserve that.

I couldn't concentrate at volleyball much either, which mad coach mad.
"I'm sorry, it's just not my day" I tried excusing, but he weren't in for my bullshit.

"Yeah, say that again on Saturday when it really counts" he looked at me disappointed. "When the team is counting on you, let's hope you don't have a bad day huh" he mocked my voice saying the last part.

I looked down before continuing practice.
"Are you alright?" Saga asked when prac was done and we were on our way to her car.
"I'm fine" I spat, getting into the passenger seat.

"I'm sorry, it's just, there's a lot on my mind" I apologised before she started driving.

She dropped me off and I got straight to my room.
Ale joined me and we watched a movie before I fell asleep with my head on his shoulder.

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A few weeks had passed. I could finally have a peaceful night of sleep again and my mood started going up again, with the volleyball season going out way too.

I had just gotten home from a game, which we won. The boys were here, of course.
"Yoooo say hello to ya fav volley playerrr" I barged into Ales room making me the centre of attention.

"Y'all won?" Kairi asked.
"Yesssirrr" I yelled making them all cheer at me.

I sat down on Mattia, who was located on Ales bean bag. He wrapped his arms around my waist.

"Let's go live folks" Alvaro screamed.
All the boys gathered in front of the phone expect Mattia and I.

@alvaro.romero is now live!

"Wassup guysss" Alvaro screamed. I couldn't help but laugh at his sudden burst of energy.
"You on crack or something?" I laughed.

Alvaro do be cute
Peep a ship in the back
Play chicken pls 🐥

And so the boys started playing chicken. Mattia buried his head in my back. "You smell nice"

I turned around, a weird look on my face. "I legit just got home from a game and haven't showered yet"

He removed his head as fast as he had placed it there. "We wtf the Mel" His comment made me laugh.
He instead put his head in my shoulder so he could watch the guys play.
They've gotten better, I must admit. 
"You wanna get out of here?" Mattia whispered.
I nodded softly before getting up, Mattia following right behind me, earning a weird look from the guys.

"Where are you guys going?" Roshaun asked, then winking at the camera.

"I'm just gonna take a shower" I answered.
"Yeah, I'm just gonna take a shower with her" Mattia added cockily.

"No the fuck you not" Ale said, making the others laugh.

I closed the door to his room before going to my own. "For real, I gotta take a shower"

"Let me take one with you" Mattia smirked. I slapped his arm before answering him.
"You can sit right outside the shower, alright?"

He nodded in response. I stepped under the hot water, it quickly embraced my skin, making my sigh.

"If you would have an orgasm you could've just told me" Mattia joked.

"Ew you pervert" 
I started singing a little while conditioning my hair, Mattia joining in and ruining the song completely.

"Towel" I commanded, poking my head of the shower. I found one for me and I quickly rapped it around my body before stepping out.
We walked to my room, and I started doing my usual after shower routine.

I looked at Mattia from my vanity mirror, catching his eyes right away.
"Why do you need all these products?" He asked the typical boy question.

I chuckled softly before answering. "This beauty" I waved my hand in front of my face, "doesn't come by it self"

I got done and then walked to my closet finding some clothes to wear. I ended up picking some nike pros and a white sweatshirt.
"Turn around, and no peeping, alright sir?" I commanded at Mattia so I could change.

I dropped the towel before quickly getting into the clothes. Just as I had put my hair in a ponytail his hand came snaking around my waist.

He kissed my neck softly.
His hands travelled down to the hem of my sweat before going under it.
His hands reached my breasts and started squeezing them slightly.

"Mattia" I sighed.
"Hmmm"

"We're not going to do this now"

He let his head fall back with a deep sigh.
"Mamas"

I turned around, pecking his lips softly.
"Sorry" I whispered before hopping onto my bed.
Mattia weren't slow to follow.

I put on a movie and we just snuggled until Ale came knocking on my door.
"Whaaat?" I screamed for that deaf as bitch to hear.

He popped his head in, trying to ignore the fact that his sister and best friend were very close to each other.
"I'm sleeping over at Sagas"

I laughed at him. "Sleeping" I mocked him making Mattia laugh too.

Just as he was about to close the door he said; "don't do anything I wouldn't do"

"Could say the same for you sir" Mattia yelled back.

We decided to just stop watching the movie, 'cause it was really boring.
I laid my head on his chest so I could look at him.
He were wearing his glasses, which really made him look so cute.
The thoughts made me smile widely.
"What?" He asked cockily.

"You're cute" I said chuckling slightly.

"You're cute" he leaned down a bit to peck my lips.
I got fully on top of him as our kiss deepened.
I kissed his neck, finding his sweet spot making him groan. His hands were rubbing back and fourth on my ass.

I left a few hickeys on his neck before laying down on top of him.
He wrapped his arms around me to hold me even tighter as I asked; "you sure you can breath?"

"Mamas you might be thick but you not that heaving"

"Sure?"

"I'm big boy Mattia, I can take everything" he said in his roadmap accent, making me ugly laugh.
There were a few moments of silence as we both drifted into a peaceful night of sleep.