Unspoken Words

Chapter 10

       "Are we there yet?" I say obnoxiously as we drive down the road. Looking out my window, it is obvious that we haven't arrived, but its fun to mess with him. I hear him groan and laugh. He turns to me and smirks, making me laugh harder.
        He rolls his eyes and just stares at me. "So where are we going?" I say to break the silence. He doesn't say anything, he just shakes his head, keeping his eyes on the road. I roll my eyes, letting out a sharp exhale as my patience wears thin. I reach for the knob on his radio and press it, turning it on. Skinny Love by Birdy comes on and I start singing along.
        I love this song so much. Its really depressing, but I love it anyways. I look over to see Harry smiling and I turn away blushing. He starts to sing with me and when the chorus comes again, I take the harmony and love how our voices blend. When the song ends, I take a deep breath, leaning back.
        "I didn't know you could sing?" I say, coming across as more of a question. I look over and see that his face is red and I can't help but smile. "Awww, is Hawwy Styles bwushing?" Holding back laughter, I do my best to sound like a little kid. He loses it and his eyes crinkle as his melodic laughter fills the car. I honestly love his laugh. I love a lot of things about him actually... I stop my train of thought as I feel the walls begin to close in on me.
        "Liv, are you okay?" I'm frozen and can't say anything. I clear my throat and try to speak, but still nothing comes out.
        "H-harry, pull o-over." I choke out, trying not to pass out. He looks at me through his rearview mirror with a look of confusion and worry etched across his beautiful face. He turns on his turn signal and does as told, pulling over into the grass on the side of the road.
        "Liv, listen to me, what's going on?" I begin pacing back and forth with my hands pressing on each side of my head, trying to suppress the memories and feelings I am now feeling. He steps in front of me and as I am about to turn around, he wraps his arms around me, pulling me into a tight hug. I freeze and then memories from my past flood through my head and I try to fight him and push him off, but he doesn't budge. He holds me even tighter until sobs escape my throat and I lose the will to fight.
        Harry sits down, pulling me down with him. I snuggle into him as he wraps his arms around me protectively and almost instinctively. "What happened back there, Liv?" I shake my head, not knowing how to tell him. "You can trust me, remember?"
        I nod my head as my sobbing becomes louder and more strangled. No one has ever seen me like this, and I guess that is a good thing, because I'm a complete mess right now.
        Harry picks my head up and wipes my tears away with his thumbs, kissing the spots where they left trails. After a moment, he pulls back, looking me in the eyes. "Please tell me what's going on. I hate seeing you like this Liv." I nod carefully and look down, playing with my fingers.
        "H-harry, I think I-I'm um.. falling in love with you." I pause for a second and take in the silence. "And it scares the shit out of me." Slowly, I feel his fingers tracing my face as they reach under and grab my chin, pulling my face up to his. We are merely inches apart and yet my heart is beating faster than ever before. Being this close to him makes me dizzy and light headed.        
        Harry doesn't say anything, he just leans in slowly, closing the gap between us as our lips touch. Suddenly, a spark of strength bursts through me as I loop my arms around his neck, turning my head to the right to gain access. He delicately traces my bottom lip with his tongue and I quickly open my mouth to give him the access he craves.
        My hands run through his hair and I take a piece into my fingers and tug playfully. I feel him moan into my mouth as I smirk, continuing to tug on his hair, sending him into a frenzy. For some reason, I am seriously enjoying this. Seeing him vulnerable like this is amazing and I love it.
        He moans again into my mouth as I tug harder on his hair. He throws his head back as I bite his lip. I unlock our lips, putting my forehead against his, our breathing heavy, but in sync.
        "You drive me crazy, did you know that?" I shake my head and smirk as a thought pops into my head. I lean in to whisper something into his ear, but instead drop my head, breathing against his skin. I connect my lips with his skin and bite down a little bit, teasing him. I suck on the same spot and kiss it again before moving to a different spot. I do this continually, moving up and down the side of his neck before moving to go to his chest. I kiss it roughly and feel his breath hitch.
        "Olivia.." He says, and I hear him moan again as I play with the hem of his shirt. I pull back suddenly and move my face to his ear.
        "I want to hear you scream my name, Harry." He groans and I bite his earlobe. This is too much fun. I tug on it with my teeth ad he groans loudly. I slide my hand down his toned stomach, teasing him. As it is about to reach his member, I quickly step back and turn on my heel running.
        "Olivia, you're such a fucking tease!" I laugh my head off and squeal as I hear him on my tail. I trip and end up spinning around as we collide to the ground, him on top of me. I feel his member against me and my breath hitches as I feel how big and hard it is.
        "Oh my god, Harry." He smirks down at me.
        "You feel that, Liv? That is what you do to me." I close my eyes as he presses it harder against my leg. I groan as I feel warmth farther down south. I close my eyes as Harry reconnects our lips, moving into somewhat of a pushup position so that he is now hovering over me. I thrust up with my hips and roll us over, not breaking contact.
        He groans into my mouth as I straddle him, biting his lip again. When I hear him moan, I leave a trail of kisses from the corner of his mouth to his neck as his breathing becomes uneven. I decide to try something as I roll my hips against his. He immediately bucks his hips against mine and I smirk into his neck.
        I move down to his collar bone and bite down softly onto the skin. He tenses up as I leave love bites once again playing with the hem of his shirt. I pull back to see his eyes an even darker shade of green as I tug on his shirt, trying to pull it over his head. He laughs at me struggling and pulls it off himself.
        "You're really hot when you're horny."
        "Shut up and kiss me." He does as told and runs his hands through my hair, biting down on my bottom lip. I grind my hips into his and he groans, throwing his head back as I twirl my finger around one of his curls. I do this continually and pick myself up a bit. His eyes furrow together as I trace his abs with my lips, leaving a trail of kisses. I go down to his v line right above his trousers and kiss it gently. He bucks his hips once again and I move up his chest seductively.
        An interesting thought pops into my head and I decide to try something else. I move my face up to his and he closes his eyes, expecting me to kiss him, but instead I lower it to his nipple.
        I run my tongue across it, flapping it ever so slightly. He groans loudly and I begin sucking on it. He arches his back and I move onto the other one. Seeing the effect I have on him turns me on even more and I slide back down, slipping my hand into his pants. He gasps as I trace his member through his boxers, his breath becoming heavier.
        I play with the button on his trousers, knowing it will drive him insane. "Oh my god, Olivia! Just take them off already!" I do as told, unbuttoning them and sliding them down. I wrap my hand around his member, gently massaging it in my hand. He groans and when I thought his member couldn't get any bigger, it grew even more.
        My breathing hitches as I feel the size of it in my hand. I move my head back down to his boxers, kissing them where I know his member is. He bucks his hips and I massage it with my hand again as I bring my mouth to his. "You drive me fucking crazy." he says and I smirk as my tongue wrestles with his for dominance.
        He flips us over and its then that I realize that I am still fully clothed. I smirk as he tilts his head to gain more entrance. I feel as he places his excitement over mine and I gasp. I twirl my fingers around him, rubbing circles into it as I kiss him passionately.
        He runs his hands up and down my body and I moan in pleasure. He plays with the hem of my shirt and suddenly, panic sets in. I jerk away from him, rolling away and pulling my knees to my chest.
        He quickly comes over to put his arms around me and his head on my shoulder. I lean into him loving how we can go from something as heated as that, to this. 
        "Take your time love, okay? I won't rush you." I smile at his kind words as realization hits me. 
        "I want to, Harry. I want you... Just not here. Not like this." He nods and moves his lips to my ear, kissing the spot behind it.
        "I want you too, Liv. More than you know. But I understand, and I want you to know that I will look forward to seeing you naked screaming my name." My eyes widen as my breath hitches. He smirks and I know he's gotten the reaction he wanted. I roll my eyes and kiss him tenderly, yet passionately. I get up and walk over, grabbing his shirt and pants. I toss them to him and wait for him to put them on before walking back to the car.
        "Where are you going?" He asks and I turn around, confused.
        "To the car, where else?" He laughs and takes my hand, pulling me away from the car.
        "We're here, silly." I raise my eyebrows and he nods laughing. He covers my eyes with his hands as he guides me to who knows where. After a few minutes, he stops and removes his hands from my eyes. I gasp as I take in my surroundings, stunned at the beauty of it all.
        In front of my eyes is a beautiful waterfall. Around it are rocks and at the top, there is even a rope swing. I gasp and immediately strip into just my bra and underwear. Thank goodness they match! I run towards the rocks and climb to the top. Sprinting to the rope swing, I jump and grab hold of it before swinging out into open air and letting go.
        I do a few flips in the air before straightening out, landing in the water in a perfect dive. I swim around, looking for Harry and find him where I left him, staring at me with a shocked look on his face.
        "What? I used to be on the swim team..." He nods slowly before stripping until he's left in his boxers. His member has gone back to normal size and I smirk at Harry, remembering the effect I had on him moments before. 
        He blushes before running straight into the water, coming at me. I jump up and run, but feel strong arms as I am spun around. I am laughing like an idiot and so is Harry, but suddenly, he stops laughing and freezes. 
        I am confused and look him in the eyes. He averts my gaze and is instead looking at something else. I follow his gaze and see him staring at my cuts. They are starting to heal, but some are deep enough so that they still look new. I quickly jerk my arm back as my eyesight becomes blurry. I spin on my heel, running away from him. I make it to the sand and pick up my clothes, running the opposite way from where we came in.
        I can hear him on my tail, but that only makes me run faster. Because I'm barefoot, it makes it harder to run on the sand due to the fact that my heels keep digging into the sand as I attempt to do so. I turn around a corner and stop in my tracks. There is no where to run. Trees are in the way of me going anywhere else and I don't have time to scale and climb a tree.
        I turn around and see Harry with tears streaming down his face. I look down at the ground, but watch as his shoes make their way over to my feet until they're almost touching. I look up to see Harry as one of his tears falls onto my face.
        He wipes it away and kisses me passionately. A sob escapes his mouth as he does so and I pull back looking into the emerald eyes I have come to adore.
        "I'm sorry, Harry." His expression changes to a shocked one as I lower my head, suddenly feeling very self conscious.
        "Don't apologize, love. I'm sorry. I wish I'd known. Someone as beautiful and amazing as you shouldn't feel the need to do that to herself." I look down again shaking uncontrollably. He steps forward wrapping me in his arms. "I love you, with all of my heart and it breaks my heart to see you like this." He lifts my head. "I love you, do you hear me? I'm in love with you."
        My breath hitches as I try to make sense of it all. "I love you too, Harry." I say quietly. "I am in love with you.. and that terrifies me."
        "I would never do anything to hurt you. I will never do anything to hurt you. Ever." I nod and let him kiss me. I kiss him back with the same passion and pull back before things can get heated.
        We walk back to the car together, now dry. As much as I wish I could get the thought off my mind, I can't. I don't think its really set in yet. The fact that I'm in love. That I'm in love with Harry Styles.

        I'm in love with Harry Styles