I'm Not Okay

Chapter 1

Today at lunch was torture. Of course the rich kids messed with us. It's natural. Today though, was the worst. One of the bitchiest girls you will ever meet is Alexandra DoDario. She's not your typical backstabbing teenaged rich girl. Alexandra is definitely different. Red hair,rich mom,despises dogs. What made me hate her today was the fact that she was picking on Frank. Frank is a new student and I have mixed feelings for him. The weird thing is that he's rich. I usually hate the rich kids but something about him. It confuses me. I'm supposed to hate the guy. But I don't. And stop thinking that. I'm pretty sure I'm straight. It'd just be cool to be friends with the guy, you know? He's an awesome guitarist. He's a pretty sick singer. It'd be good luck to know someone like that. Anyways, this is how it went down in the cafeteria:

Frank Iero walks in and gets i line to get his lunch. Right then, Alexandra starts with the famous name calling. (Mature, right?) Emo,gay,fag. I can't argue about the emo part. He is pretty emo. But so am I, so I'm not judging. His hair is this AMAZING shade of black. Didn't think there were shades of black,huh? You must not be emo. Back to the story. Frank did a pretty good job ignoring her. He got his lunch and sat three tables in front of me. Alone. Not for long. though. Alexandra  followed him. Did she seriously have to do that? Why couldn't she just let things go? Because she's a loser. She's weak. She lives for making people angryor sad or depressed. She can't stand it when people ignore her. Finally she left. All of us did except for Frank. He was sitting there with his food all gone staring at the wall. As I stared at him from outside. It was depressing. On the brightside, we get to have detention together for missing class. Maybe then we'll be able to get to know each other. After he finally went to class I followed him..... only to shortly realize that the class I'm supposed to be going to is across the school. I walk down to the class room and luckily, the teacher didn't notice. I slipped to the back of the room next to Mikey who was already disecting the frog.
"Where were you?" He asked me in a quiet voice.
"Cafeteria." I answer. He turns and looks at me.
"Well what took so long,Gee?"
"I,uh helped clean up."
"You? Helped? You helped someone do something?"
"Yeah. I'm pretty sure that's what I said." I say turning away from him.
He raises an eyebrow but turns to the dead frog.

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After school I head to my dorm room. Belleville Academy is a boarding school and suprisingly had some really nice rooms. My walls were covered with posters. I shared a room with Ray. We like the same things so there was so arguing. Two of my favorites were the Wolverine and Smashing Pumpkins posters. Bothwere taped up right next to my bed. Ray comes in behind me and sits on his bed.
He pulls out his phone and I watch him.
"What?" he asks.
"Nothing just watching you."
"Why..?
"I don't know," I shrug. "Just bored, I guess."
He laughs. "So what held you back at lunch?"
"What?" I ask confused.
"You were totally about to kill Alexandra DoDario. What kept you from doing so?"
"I don't know. That boy,Frank Iero. just looked like he could handle her. He was annoying the crap out of her."
Ray smirks. "You are as straight as a circle."
"I don't like him. Not like that."
"Sure you don't,Gee."
"I don't," I repeat mostly to convince myself. Ray tosses his phone across the room and it lands on his desk.