Feenin': The Ballad of DeVante and Serafina

Chapter Five: "You Belong to Me"

SERAFINA POV

Well, it's been three months since DeVante and I became a couple. It's weird dating an R&B star, but for the sake of the band's image and me being a minor, the manager told me that nobody was to know about us until I turned 18. Nobody knows except my girls. DeVante's great! He calls me, pages me, and whenever he can get time off, we spend time together. And NO, we haven't had sex yet. My grades are straight A's still, college is still a priority. 

I was home alone (once again) doing homework when the phone began to ring. I cleared my throat and answered.

Me: Hello?

DeVante: Hey baby. 

Me: Hi, sweetheart!

DeVante: How are you? What are you doing?

Me: Studying.

DeVante: Oh yeah? 

Me: What are you doing?

DeVante: Just got done recording some material with Roger Troutman. 

Me: Sounds cool.

DeVante: Yeah. I need you to do something....

Me: Um, like what baby?

DeVante: Can you turn around?

Me: What the hell? Haha, are you playing?

DeVante: I wanna get a better view of my baby girl.

Bewildered, I got up from my desk, pulled back the curtains some more to see DeVante smiling from below me. I let out a laugh.

DeVante: Come let me in, babe.

Me: Okay.

I rushed down the stairs and before I could tell him hi, he picked me up, closed the door and carried me up to my bedroom. He sat me down and kissed me all over.

Me: Hi.

He pulled away from me, stroking my cheeks and pulled me up to his chest as we laid on the bed. 

DeVante: Do you love me?

Me: Of course I do, why do you ask?

DeVante: I just need to make sure, baby. You know you belong to me. 

I looked up at him in confusion.

Me: Uh...

DeVante: You okay?

Me: You just sounded a bit possessive is all. I know you love me, but don't suffocate me.

DeVante: I just want you to know I love you and that I don't want to mess this up. 

I sat up and pushed my curly hair back. He groaned and looked at me.

Me: Is there something you aren't telling me?

DeVante: It's too soon, babe.

Me: If were going to be in a relationship, we need to be honest with each other. 

He nodded his head and kissed me on the forehead.

DeVante: Baby....you know I have kids with my ex right?

Me: Yeah....

DeVante: We used to fight a lot. One night, it got so bad that I accidentally hit her in the face when she bit me. 

I sighed and looked away from him. I only know one side of the story, and it's from my boyfriend. I have never met his baby mother, but if he hit her, there was a reason right???

DEVANTE POV

Okay, I lied. But ya'll don't understand how much this girl means to me. If ya'll tell me that you haven't lied to your partner, you're lying like a mofo. I sighed and pulled her closer to me. 

Serafina: I'm telling you this once, and only once...if you hit me ONE time it's over! My older sister's ex-husband used to hit her, and she advised me not to take it.

Me: She gave you good advice. Take it!

Serafina: What do you want out of this?

Me: Everything you want. You want something, I'll get it. You wanna run away with me, we can do it. I just want you to know that I'm here for you. 

Serafina: Even if we don't have sex yet?

Me: Yeah.

Serafina: It'll be special, I promise.

Me: Yeah?

Serafina: Yes. 

Then, an idea formed in my head. I took off my shirt and Serafina tried to get off the bed, but I gently pulled her back.

Me: Stay here. I'll be back.

Serafina: Why?

Me: You'll see. 

I left her room and went downstairs into the kitchen. I reached in the fridge and grabbed some whipped cream and crushed ice. I closed the door, went upstairs and Serafina laid innocently on the bed. 

Me: I wanna try something. If you get uncomfortable, let me know and we'll stop. Okay?

Serafina: Okay.

She caught on right away! I say that because she got up, turned around and slowly took off her shorts, socks, and t-shirt. 

Me: Take your ponytail down. 

She took her scrunchie out and turned back to me. I wanted to take off her white lace bra and panties and wear her out, but I wanted this to be special. She lied back on the bed as I put some cream in my mouth. I climbed on top of her and proceeded to lick her neck. She let out a moan as I bit down gently and placed her arms around my neck. 

Serafina: Aah....yes....oh, right...there....oh God.

Traces of cream were on her neck, collarbone, and chest. She exhaled as I finished. I grabbed her and put her on my lap, wrapping her legs around me. We kissed passionately...

Me: You know I'll be gentle. It won't hurt, I promise. C'mon baby, let me love you like that. 

She cupped my face in her hands and kissed me, looking down shyly. I let out a frustrated groan. 

Serafina: I'm sorry....I...I'm a virgin, DeVante, I-

I picked her up off me and watched as she grabbed a towel, wiping my love off her and hiding her face in my hands.

Me: Baby, come here.

She looked up at me teary eyed. I feel bad because now I feel as though I'm forcing her to give it up to me. I pulled her to me and kissed her lightly. 

Me: If you wanna wait, I can wait for you. Don't ever feel like you have to do things to make me happy, Fina. That's not fair, okay?

She looked up at me and smiled, wiping away her tears. 

I don't want to mess this up. I have a dark side to me, so I hope that everything goes well.