But I can't stand at all (stiam fanfic)

....but I've never felt so alive

I'M BAAAAAAACCCCCKKKK! I swear that's like a quote or something. Whatevs. Anyway, I was reading the absolute BEST book in the whole world and I WON'T tell u what it was cause I'm not letting ANYONE read it but ME. Anywho, it was my friends and HE didn't even wanna READ IT. YEP. His MOM made him and he hasn't read it at all and NOW he has 2 turn it back into the library and I'm SO upset and I was mute for awhile and I feel crappy. *sigh* sorry to bore u with my personal issues. Anyhow, enjoy the new book and fresh start!!!!!!!
Words of wisdom for today: GOD I really wish I had that book BACK! :(

"Liam's dead and it's all my fault,"

Quiet. It's peaceful, welcoming to Stiles.

"What happened, Stiles?" The counselor asks.

"It- I don't know. He just........killed himself,"

"Do you have any idea why?"

"His best friend..........he was stolen,"

"I'm sure that's the reason Stiles. It's not your fault,"

"I could've helped him. I wanted to help him.....but I was afraid. I thought he was stronger than this,"

"It's okay Stiles,"

"No......it's not,"

"I suggest that you sleep with a friend tonight. I don't want you alone, okay?"

Stiles nods and wipes his eyes.

Nothing's the same anymore.

He walks home in peace and harmony. Of course it would've been more harmonic if Liam was still with them.

Still with Stiles.

Nothing could fill the void that was left to rot and die in Stiles' heart.

Knock knock knock.

The door opens and Scott stares at Stiles strangely.

"Can I come in?" He says, his voice shaky.

Scott nods and opens the door wider for Stiles.

He walks in slowly.

The door shuts behind him, and that's when they both break down. Stiles turned around and Scott tackled him in a hug.

Stiles clutched Scott's shirt like a life line. He was all he had right now.

"Scott.......I-"

"I know Stiles.......I know,"

And they stay like that, well, they stay like that until Stiles' stomach growls.

They sit down at Scott's table and Stiles pushes the food around his plate.

"Okay, you have to be sick because I've never seen you not eat before," Scott says trying to lighten the mood.

Stiles looks up at him, he frowns. "Not now Scott. I'm not in the mood," He mutters.

Scott frowns and sighs. "You can't stay like this forever Stiles. You need to get better,"

"You don't get it Scott," Stiles says getting slightly irritated. "You just don't get what I'm going through," He didn't know why but anger was boiling inside of him.

Scott looks hurt as he looks at Stiles intently.

"Allison died trying to protect us. She was the love of my life and now she's gone. Believe it or not but I do understand what you're going through Stiles. And fyi, Liam was my friend too," With that Scott pushed his chair away from the table, stood up, and ran upstairs to his room.