Silver Magic Wyatt x Female Oc. discontinued

Bullet

(This is Jamies past and it contains suicide and that genre also some slurs, this will not effect the story besides the fact people will find out what she went through. So if you want to read it then you can but it wont' effect the story.)

I was walking to my next class when the Aceys and Bucky started say slurs and things to me.

"Hey look its the trans fag!"  Lacy shouted.

"I can see why your real parents didn't want you." J.C said.

"You will never be apart of my family!" Added Bucky.

"Just kill yourself already!" Stacy laughed. 

"The world would be better off without you." Rang a familar voice in my head.  I ran to the roof.

No please leave me alone! I pleaded with the voice in my head.

"Why should I, they are right. You are nothing. You are weak. You are worthless"

I started to break down crying.

Soon bits of something started to form in my mind as I sat on the edge.

14 year old Jamie

5 year old Jamie 

Present Jamie

All

My legs are dangling off the edge
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend
I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone
My legs are dangling off the edge
A stomach full of pills didn't work again
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, goneGone too far and yeah I'm gone again
It's gone on too long, tell you how it ends
I'm sitting on the edge with my two best friends
Ones a bottle of pills, ones a bottle of Gin
I'm twenty stories up, yeah I'm up at the top
I'll polish off this bottle, now it's pushing me off
Asphalt to me has never looked so soft
I bet my sister found my letter, now shes calling the cops
I gotta take this opportunity before I miss it
'Cause now I hear the sirens and they're off in the distance
Believe me when I tell you that I've been persistent
'Cause I'm more scarred, more scarred than my wrist is
I've been trying too long, with too dull of a knife
But tonight I made sure that I sharpened it twice
I never bought a suit before in my life
But when you go to meet god, you know you wanna look niceSo if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow
Yeah I'll see you tomorrowMy legs are dangling off the edge
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend
I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone
My legs are dangling off the edge
A stomach full of pills didn't work again
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, goneWe hit the sky, there goes the light
No more sun, why's it always night
When you can't sleep, well, you can't dream
When you can't dream, well, whats life mean?
We feel a little pity, but don't empathize
The old are getting older, watch a young man die
A Mother and a Daughter and someone you know
Smile at each other and realize you don't
You don't know what happened to that kid you raised
What happened to the Father, who swore he'd stay?
I didn't know 'cause you didn't say
Now Momma feels guilt, yea Momma feels pain
When you were young, you never thought you'd die
Found that you could but too scared to try
You looked in the mirror and you said goodbye
Climb to the roof to see if you could flySo if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow
Yeah I'll see you tomorrowMy legs are dangling off the edge
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend
I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone
My legs are dangling off the edge
A stomach full of pills didn't work again
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, goneI wish that I could fly, way up in the sky
Like a bird so high
Oh I might just try
I wish that I could fly, way up in the sky
Like a bird so high
Oh I might just try
Oh I might just try

When then voices and me stopped I stood up and shifting my weight forward but I was held back. I didn't notice I was sobbing until I felt their arms around me. It was my sister and my friends. But even in their arms I kept on sobbing.