Rape

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I laid there very still,
My thoughts were simply nothing.
For I don't wanna move,
I don't wanna feel anything.

My eyes are wide open,
Heart pumping fast.
For I wish this nightmare to be over,
And this day be my last.

Do I feel pathetic?
It's exactly how I feel inside.
All the pain and bruises,
I don't know where to hide.

Do I feel used?
I let him take it all.
I just couldn't fight him off of me,
For he is so big and tall.

Do I feel scared?
As these demons haunt me at night.
Because even I wanna smile.
Have a day with happiness and light.

There are whirlpool of thoughts and emotions,
As I look up at the sky.
A night I never wished for,
A past I couldn't deny.

But as I see past the scars,
I see an independent woman.
A woman with a bold smile and brave attitude,
A woman fighting against all lusty men.



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I don't know how a rape victim actually feels.....but.......yeah😁💜

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