Prepared

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Sometimes it’s hard,
Cause it’s suffocating.
I mean, won’t you get tired?
Living without any feelings.

Won’t you get tired?
Pretending.
Just playing silly games,
Because for you, it’s entertaining.

Yes, I know,
Pain demands to be felt.
But for me,
That’s all that is left.

I’m not blaming you,
Or your shallow heart.
But you didn’t even bother to pretend,
Were you enjoying seeing me fall apart?

You made me feel lonely,
Even when I’m surrounded by a mop.
I may smile and laugh with people,
But behind closed doors,
My tears won’t stop.

I wish I would’ve known,
That you never cared.
I wish I would’ve known your real side,
So I would’ve been prepared.









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No one is ever prepared for a heartbreak. 💔

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