PART 36⛅

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Part 35👑
Y/N's pov
After that awkward encounter with ryan i just sat on the couch while ryan said he would be back, he needed to check on jason. I dont know why this always happens to me. Like havent I beem through enough? That u took Jason away from me God why? I dont sin, I dont hurt ppl then why? Lost in my train of thoughts, one of jason's man randomly sat on the couch. Whatever he was smoking smelled so intoxicating. "Had a tough day kiddo"? He asked in a heavy voice. I nodded. He chuckled and gave one of the joints to me. " Here, just one intake of this baby & u would be flying through heaven" i took it with my shaky hands. "What is it" I asked nervously. "Weed" he said. I took one inhale of This drug, man it felt awesome. It rushed in my blood & i was on cloud nine. "Told ya" he said & left. I was enjoying this new discovery I made, till ryan barged it & snatched it away from me. "WTF Y/N ARE U IN YOUR SENSES!!" "WHY DOES IT BOTHER U NO ONE CARES IF I LIVE OR DIE K? NO ONE. SO LET ME LIVE MY FUCKING LIFE FOR ONCE WHO R U? MY FATHER?" I shouted back. Tears streaming down my face and i patheticly punched his chest. Damn he is strong. He grabbed both of my hands & pulled me closer. "I care y/n. K? I'm sure evem jase would. Just give him time. Dont give up now" he whispered sofly. He was so close to my face. I looked down & blushed. "Ok" I whispered & made way to my room. I laid down but I just couldnt sleep. Jason's thoughts kept me me awake all night. & Ryan? I think. No it cant be. He's giving me these mixed thoughts. Lord help me.
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Let's take a moment to admire ryan's perfection shall we? I swear i could do him if i never got justin

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Let's take a moment to admire ryan's perfection shall we? I swear i could do him if i never got justin.

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