JASON MCANN, the name everyone fears. Anyone would think twice before crossing his path. Always shaking in their boots if they God forbid hear him call their name, YOU KNOW ITS TROUBLE. But no one ever bothered hearing out his story. He has let...
This is so confusing like. I have never seen this side of him. He was laying on top of me, soft snores escaping his mouth indicating he had fallen in to a deep slumber. His weight is literally crushing me. Ignoring that, I kept playing with his hair. Jason did tell me that he was bipolar, & I have seen his lil episode. But what I saw rn, looked like a case of schizopherenia. Clearly. I sighed. Poor thing needs love, & now that he is he doesnt know how to deal with it since he never recieved any. I planted a kiss on his head which stirred him, & he thankfully got off me. But came back snuggling in to me from behind. An involuntrary smile made a way to my lips.
Jason's pov
I woke up with a splitting headache. Moaning reaching out for y/n but panicked when I couldnt. A soft hand played with my hair as my eyes fluttered & there she was. "Y/n" I whispered. She smiled. "Morning, how r u feeling" she kissed my forehead. "Good, now that I know u didnt runaway after seeing my episode last night." I sat up but the pain in my head ugh. "Jase u ok? & y would I ? I love u". THOSE 3 WORDS AGAIN. These can be both beautiful and horrific at the same time. For someone like me, they r horrific. Cause we dont deserve them. I nodded smiling slightly. She looked hurt. I know she wanted me to say them back. " come here, I need u" I opened my arms for her as she jumped right in to them. I engulfed her taking in her scent. "I'm so sorry, I-am not used to i-- loo-- i cant sorry" I squeezed her tight. "I know, atleast u tried" she said as she let go. We looked in to each other's eyes. "Just dont ever leave me y/n. U make me a whole & if u leave. I dont know what I would do with myself promise?" I asked her licking my lips. "I promise u mcann, i will never leave u" she replied as i hugged her tight again.
(Few days later)
Y/n's pov
Within the last incidents, me & jason have really developed a special relationship. No doubt. But whenever i ask him what we r he just drops it and replies with "whatever u want us to be". Its sad & beautiful at the same time. Both of us know what we want then y cant we have it? Also i convinced jason to let me complete school. I wanna be a pcychiatrist so i can help people who have probs like me & jason. Also, yes i had to lie saying my dad died in a crash & i'm living with some close pals but its worth it. Tho, school is almost about to end & its pain in my ass. Standing here in schorching sun, I wait for chaz to pick me. When i saw a familiar black car i ran to it immediately barging it, slamming the door. " whoa chill" he said. "Shutup, dont talk just drive" I replied massaging my head. He put his hands out in defense. My head is killing me & i'm exhausted. I just wanna lie down & see jason's beautiful face. That smile. The car came to a halt as I ran for the front door. I walked in searching for faces, but mostly the one I love. He was smiling right at me as he placed food at the table.
Jason's pov
She looks so drained. "Come here, whats wrong" I said. She ran to me hugging me, giving me the most adorable puppy face. "I am tired, hungry, broken & in pain" she said. I sighed placing a soft kiss on her head. "Hey its ok. We all get like that. Go get fresh & eat. I will give u pain killers & we will cuddle k" I replied. She thanked me as she got ready. The day went by fast, it was night. I heard frustrated screams from y/n's room. Making my way, I saw her entangled in her books clearly annoyed. I sat at the edge of the bed. "Need help?" I asked her. She looked at me surprised. "U? Help with physics?" She asked. "Yeah so what. I might be criminal but I am intelligent & quite good with phy+ maths" I said popping an imaginary collar" her mouth open, she moved her books to me as i helped her with her homework. & just like that i never realized how me & her fell asleep with her body on top of mine. But this is perfect.
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