JASON MCANN, the name everyone fears. Anyone would think twice before crossing his path. Always shaking in their boots if they God forbid hear him call their name, YOU KNOW ITS TROUBLE. But no one ever bothered hearing out his story. He has let...
Y/N's pov I am so fucking excited. This is going to be my first time going to a halloween party. Omg what do I do? My makeup skills legit suck. But I can always count on Ayla. That girl is goals. Tbh, I dont even think she needs make up. The things I would do to have that gorguese green eyes, those long brown hair. Compared to her my eyes and short hair are shit. I cut them off cause I felt like I damaged them. Looking at myself in the mirror, the most average girl staring at me. "I hate u, I hate u, I hate u. Why can't u be perfect?"I shouted, my reflection staring back at me as if mocking me. Who am I kidding? All this makeup and clothes, aint do shit to my insecurity. Sighing, giving up I walked away.
Jason's pov The reality hit me hard like tonnes of brick. I have been falling for y/n instead I should've have been running away. Should've have abandoned her but no selfish mcann wants everything. I cant put her through misery. I took whatever was left in my vodka and fell to my bed. Room was spinning, I am losing myself its worth it trust me. I hate myself. I have no one left. I laughed till I heard a knock on my door and her soft voice followed. " Jase u ok?". I propped myself up looking at her. I laughed as I walked to her, till she was back scared shitless as her back hit the wall. Putting my hands on both of of her I have trapped her. "Do u think I'm ok? Wtf r u doing to me? WHY ARE U DOING IT? Y DO U CARE HUH?" I shouted at her. She whimpered "cause I love u" she said softly looking down. "What?"I used my index finger to lift her head so she could look into my eyes. " Say it again" I whispered. "I love u" she said again. Those words I only heard either from my mom or demi. I grabbed her throat as she yelped and roughly met her lips with my. "Again" I said. She replied with those sweet words and I smacked my lips to hers again. She didnt kiss back, & I dont expect her.
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Y/N's pov He stared at my vunerable self, his hands tighten around my neck. His jaw tightend and those words just fell. "Guess what? I dont so fuck off" he let go and left. I fell to the ground collecting myself and cried. Yes I wanted to kiss him, but not like this. I felt violated..
