PART 41⛅

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Part 40👑
Y/N's pov
I raced to my room shutting my door bursting into tears. Yeah I know, any girl in my position would be so happy right? 2 hot guys fighting over me but it hurts me. U wanna know why? Ryan is way too good for me, & the only person I  love have no trace of who I am. I slipped down the door while I heard soft knocks on it, ryan's voice followed. "Y/n, plz open up. I know ur hurting & I acted like shit. But let me explain plz". " leave me the fuck alone" I yelled back. "Just, plz let me in I promise I will fix" but I interupted him "NO, NOTHING WILL EVER FIX OK? I DONT WANNA HEAR IT LEAVE!". I guess  I pushed his buttons cuz he replied in a very harsh tone " YA KNOW WHAT? FINE. ITS NOT ME, ITS NOT JASE ITS U. YOU'RE  SO STUBBORN NO WONDER NO ONE CAN FIX U. U GOT STOCKHOME SYNDROME CRYING OVER A RAPIST ASS BITCH I AM DONE. AND DONT BOTHER COMING IN MY ROOM WHEN U GET SCARED!". He shouted. He banged hard on my door & left. It hit me like a train. My heart hurts. I made my way to mr cuddles. The huge ass teddy jase bought me. "I dont deserve this do I cuddles? Why me? Am i a sinner? I guess I shouldnt have been born. Even ry hates me. But U love me right?" I stared in his soul less eyes. Hugging it tight I whisper "plz say u do" I said crying harder. I dont know when I fell asleep but I woke up, to  laughter coming from downstairs. Curious, I straighten myself, clean, did a little make up & followed the noises to Jason's room where the guys were having a poker, or card match I think. Jason saw me instantly and motioned me to come in. I came & awkwardly sat down beside Ryan , who gave me a fake smile. Oww. I screwed up didnt I? I sat as they played, Ry winning. He ended up pulling me closer cuz according 2 him, I was his lucky charm. I know he is trying 2 push Jase's buttons. "Wat's ur bet mcann?" He gave a wicked smile, bluntly starring at his cards. Jase smirked even bigger, he eyed me up & down. "Y/N" he replied pointing at me. Ry seemed uneasy, but its a game. He can't seem weak. He nodded. He laid his card, while Jase laid his aces. Laughing he said " come 2 daddy" and scooped me in his arms making me sit on his lap, & I sat there all game long.

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