anonymous love simkus

ebisu

ebisu is a one of the seven lucky gods of japan or the seven gods of fortune
恵比須, 恵比寿, 夷, 戎

we may never know if any gods

but if these gods do

i hope you will be blessed by ebisu so that your life may be fruitful and lucky

but you need no luck

you already bare much luck that few can match

for all have agreed that you deserve the world

for you have all that you need

good friends

a kind family

and people who care for you

and if for a second you believe that no one cares for you

just know that i care more than you will ever know

i hope that one day i can tell you who i am

but i don't know if i will ever be able to build that kind of courage

i guess i need ebisu on my side so that you may care for me too

but if he isn't on my side

i can at least appreciate your smile from a far

i let out a sigh as i read the note and walked to history. simon was already there and offered me an earbud as i sat down. i gladly accepted it and hoped that this would become routine. it was nice song, something about record players from 2014 and liking to wear old dresses.

class started so he put the earbuds away. he started doodling little records on his paper and i took note that what he drew was inspired by the music he listened to. he wrote the record player song by daisy the great on the record so i assumed that's what he song was called.

once history ended i walked out with simon and said my goodbyes. i was stopped by daniel and he glared holes right into my soul.

"can't you take a hint, stay away from simon. he doesn't need you to ruin his life"

"hey look, simon can be friends with whoever he wants, and we both want to be friends so you can't stop us"

i walked away and rolled my eyes. daniel really needed trust his brother to make his own decisions. i walked into my next class and waved towards josh as we started up a random conversation.