Divergent High

Fifty Ninth chapter

Tris' POV

After talking to Jason I discovered that I have another problem: How am I going back to Tobias' (or should I say Evelyn's) house?

So here I am, sitting on a bench in the park that I found while trying to find my way back.

Why didn't I just call him?

well, first, I don't have a phone

Second, I don't even know the number!!

And third, I am too proud to admit that I need his or anyone's help.

I look up and see that the night has fallen and I am shivering. I am only wearing on of Evelyn's dresses, too short for her but long enough for me, not long enough to stop me from getting cold.

I lay on the bench and start rubbing my arms. I have nothing to do, I have no place to go, so I start thinking about beautiful lyrics of songs that I've heard and that I remember.

"This will be my last confession, I love you, never felt like any blessing"

That was Heavy in your arms by Florence + the machine, I identify because I loved my family but when they died, that love just hurt me.

"Let's be clear, I trust no one"

That was Elastic heart by Sia ft The weekend. We can never fully trust anyone, they will stab us on the back, but we can faith that they won't.

"It ain't what you say, it's what you do"

That's Love don't die by The fray. This part means that you can talk a lot of things but if you do nothing then it will be as if you hadn't even opened your mouth.

"Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking"

The last one, is Big girls cry by Sia. That's what I am doing right now, crying, because my has been broken so many times, I don't know how much I can take.

I hear a strong but soft music, weird uh? it's the melody of the swan lake but played with a really cool effect, I don't know if I am dreaming or this is real but I don't care, as long as I can keep listening to this.

I wish I could share this with Tobias.

Will I ever go back?

With that thought I fall sleep on the bench, forgetting about how cold the weather is and that I maybe this time I won't wake up.

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So this is a short chapter because I am planning on posting other tomorrow or after tomorrow! also I have a loooot of homework so if I don't update anytime soon don't worry, I will... someday.

Also, the song Tris describe is the one from the video.