aren't i?

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i'm a shitty friend, aren't i?
got all the time in the world yet i don't do anything but lie in bed or play video games
while everyone else wants to see each other again, i'm happily locked in my room not wanting any distractions from the mess inside my head
is there a mess inside my head?
probably
maybe
definitely a maybe
i think too much but don't do anything about it
isn't that wrong?
isn't that stupid?
isn't that just... shitty?
i don't know, i guess i'm just weird and different
losing count of days and hours
is this really making history?
couldn't figure that on my own at first
still don't even know if any of this is real
maybe it's a dream?
maybe
definitely a maybe
or maybe... this is real?
i'm getting off topic, aren't i?
well, that's it
that's all i have to say
i'm a shitty friend, aren't i?

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