Tw: Self harm. Suicide attempt
Deceit sat on his bed, knees tucked up to his chest. He looked around the room as he stood up, knees shaking.
This was it.
He'd had enough.
Deceit had to finish it.
He had to end it.
It had became to much for him.
He stumbled towards his drawer. A knife lay inside of it. With a trembling hand, the Male picked it up and went to place it down on his dresser. He summoned a piece of paper and pen, placing it down on the table as he began to write.
With the sharp object in one hand, he stepped away and began to leave markings on his left arm. Within moments, his enemies arm was covered in red blood.
His scales were burst open, his skin ripping apart. The sound was some-what comforting. He knew the end was coming. He just had to stay committed.
As he made a few deep cuts on his other arm, he heard a knock at the door. A, "Dee?" accompanying it. He couldn't register who's voice it was. The only thoughts going through his mind were 'cut' 'cut' and 'cut'.
Deceit continued to cut and he whimpered quietly, closing his eyes tightly as he stumbled backwards and fell to the floor, inflicting more pain upon himself as his vision blurred from tears.
Whoever was outside must have heard the whimper and fall because moments later a green and black blur dashed into the room and froze in the middle of the room in shock.
Deceit looked up at whoever it was weakly and more tears fell from his eyes. The colour combination registered in his head and he looked down. Remus might care to at least some extent..
Remus crouched down beside him and took the knife away from Deceit. He threw it to the other side of the room and hugged Deceit tightly, careful not to irritate the wounds. "Why....?" He asked quietly.
"W-Well-" Deceit tried to respond.
"No.. Why wasn't I here sooner-" Remus pulled away from hugging Deceit and stood up quickly, dashing out of the room. He returned barely any time later with medical stuff to a broken side trying to make the cuts on his arms worse.
"Please, Dee-Dee.... stop..." Remus mumbled, moving Deceit's hands from his arms and taking one arm gently. He cleansed the wounds and began to bandage his arm carefully, unable to prevent tears falling from his eyes.
Deceit whimpered and winced quietly, biting his lip. He'd been such an idiot...
Remus took Deceit's other arm and repeated the same actions as he'd done to the other arm. Deceit continued to whimper quietly and he closed his eyes tightly.
After he'd bandaged up Deceit's arms, Remus hugged him again. This hug was tighter as if, if he let go, Deceit would die.
"Why are you helping me.......-?" Deceit asked quietly and weakly, burying his face in Remus' shoulder.
"Why wouldn't I...-?"
"Because nobody cares about me....?" Deceit mumbled.
Remus shook his head almost instantly. "That's n-not the c-case-" More tears fell from his eyes.
"Who does care....?"
"Me...." Remus mumbled quietly, tensing.
"How....? And how do I know you aren't lying...?" Deceit asked quietly.
This wasn't how he'd ever imagined it happening but, then again, he'd never imagined it happening anyways.
"Deceit..." Remus pulled away from the hug but left one hand on Deceit's shoulder, wiping both of their tears with his other hand.
Deceit looked at him with a pair of fragile, broken eyes. Remus tried a way to word his sentence but failed miserably.
"Oh fuck it- I hope this justifies what I'm trying to say-" Remus placed his hand on Deceit's other shoulder again and smashed his lips gently upon Deceit's.
Deceit froze but quickly melted, kissing back softly. The world around him slowly melted away as time seemed to slow down. So Remus actually loved him back?
At the realisation of that, Deceit's mood quickly lifted. Maybe things would finally start getting better from here.I felt so baaaddddd- But yeah. Here's an alternate ending so you can decide however you want it to end. I personally choose this ending because my shipping my heart-
I have a question for ya'll. I have sequel ideas for both endings but don't know which version I should do-or if I should do both. What do you guys think? I can do both if you'd like (I'll manage but updates will be slower)
Aside from that, I no longer have anything to say. So take it easy, Ladies, Lords, and Genderqueer Royalty! Peace out! x
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