Forced Liar ~ Sanders Sides

Chapter 10 - 2 Days Remaining

A Majority Remus Chapter?? You ruffal-know it!
(Trigger?: Sex is joked about)

As he flipped through the pages, Remus couldn't help but allow soft, warm tears to flow from his eyes and trickle down his face. Was this how Deceit really felt?! God.. how could he be so blind?! And for how long?! Years!!

Some of them hurt. Not that they were offensive towards him, but they made him feel horrible. One from six days ago.... It stung his chest to read...

Upon further inspection, he realised he's the only one who's ever been there for him. Well, the only person who's ever cared for Deceit... Everyone else had done such horrible things to him!!

More tears fell from Remus' eyes until he became a crying mess. Deceit didn't deserve any of this. He deserved the complete opposite! He was so amazing! He's never harmed anyone! Remus, himself, had however and even then he was never treated like this! He was accepted almost instantly...

He forced himself to momentarily stop reading to calm himself down. He took a breather, recomposed himself, and turned the page to reveal the latest two poems in the book. He quickly read over the words and his eyes widened.

These weren't as depressing-

Not to mention they were both regarding an emotion all to familiar to Remus: 'love'.

Could Deceit possibly like him back?! He certainly hoped so-

Regardless of these two... not happy but more pleasant... ones, Deceit was still depressed...

He needed to help him-

But how could he? He wasn't an expert at these kinds of things. He didn't know how to make someone happy. Any attempt he made on helping Deceit would probably backfire. What good was he w-

Remus' thoughts were interrupted by a knock at his door. He quickly closed the book and wiped his tears, taking a deep breath. "Come iiiinnn~!" He called as if he were fine.

Virgil entered through the door and stood in the middle of the room. "Hey, uhh, Roman wants ya to meet him in Imagination."

"Ooo~~ Is my brother going to tell me all about  how he finally gave it to ya~?" Remus smirked, moving the book to the side and standing up.

Virgil's face flushed bright red. "R-REMUS!!"

"Whaaaatt~?"

"HE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING OF THE SORT-!!" Virgil's blush was still growing.

"Suuurrreee he didn't~ You're reaction tells me otherwise, emo~" Remus laughed quietly.

"JUST GO MEET HIM!! I'M LEAVING-!!" Virgil turned to leave the room but Remus' whine made him stop.

"But I'm having so much fun~!" Remus whined at him.

Virgil turned around and glared at him. "Fuck off." He rolled his eyes and walked off muttering something along the lines of 'classic Remus'.

Remus sighed contently and smiled. Life was great. He got to mess with the others like this and they didn't hate him.... that's what Deceit wants- That's all he wants- But he doesn't have it...

Remus sighed again but more sympathetically before leaving to go to the Imagination to meet his brother.

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Deceit checked to see if Remus was in his room before entering and closing the door silently. His journal was gone. Remus was the only one who could've taken it. Nobody else knew about that book.

Remus had probably already read those stupid poems by now. He probably hated him-more than he already did anyways. Sure, they'd hung out happily yesterday but that didn't mean Remus cared about him.

Fuck- Remus isn't stupid. He knows about his crush on him now! God, how stupid could Deceit be to be so careless about that stupid book?!

He spied the book on Remus' bed and ran over to it, grabbing it quickly and swiftly leaving Remus' room before he came back. He just prayed to whatever god that was out there that Remus hadn't seen the poems already although he probably did-

And if he did then he was probably going to confront him about it-

Idiot...-

He was a fucking idiot-