"Glad I grew some balls and finally got to know you a little bit, Red." He replies.
"Glad I got to know you too, Constantine." I smiled while I pushed a few strands of my red hair out of my face.
A book where Awsten and Madelaine fall inlove with...
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This chapter is gonna be very long so yeah... enjoy that.
Madelaine's pov
"I'm hearing alot of moving around, you good, Constantine?"
"Yeah I'm fine just getting a ready to go out with my friends and I noticed how disgusting my apartment is, godamn I really need to clean up around here more often." He responds.
"I can relate, the front room of my place looks fine but the second you step into my room I have folded clothes all over the floor, for some reason I just cant get myself to put them in the drawer so it's all pushed against the wall."
"I'm weirdly organized so all of my things are put away as soon I get back from washing them." He says
"I wish my life were that simple."
"Yeah, but being organized can suck though cause if I'm somewhere like at someone's house or some shit and everything's out of order I just get like this twitching in my hands and my brain is screaming "organize!" And then I'm just like no, you can't do that cause it's not your shit to organize. Blessing and a curse is all I'm saying." He says with a small laugh coming through.
"I love how you have that whole thought process to explain that, it was amazing."
"Thanks, I am a busy boi with lots of things to think about. So what are you doing today?" He asked
"Me and my friend are gonna go out for a little bit.. just like you are."
"Ah, friends. They really do demand our attention." He says
"Yeah, one day I'll demand yours in person."
"And what an amazing day that would be." He says
"We'll both grow some balls one day." I let out a lighthearted laugh because yes the comment was funny but it kinda hurt.. just a little.
We have been talking for a little ober a month now, every morning around or 3 or 4am and sometimes we just talk for hours during the day. We'll talk about anything, our goals, the dreams we have, we talk about how great our friends are, what we like and what we dislike.. we just.. click like that.
There is something that we've been talking about recently that's been giving me a bit of anxiety though. He's been seeing someone, over social media but he hasn't specified a name really.. which makes total sense because of our whole anonymous agreement. He seems like he really likes this girl.. and I'm happy for him.
But there's another part of me that's a little.. jealous? Which is stupid because I'm the one hiding behind a wall but it's also even more stupid because I'm seeing someone aswell.
Awsten.
I dont usually like people so fast but with him I couldn't help but be embraced by the new feeling of getting to know someone who was interested in getting to know me. He told me about his passion for music is where he wants to go with band, and I tell him about how acting helps me feel alive and escape my day to day life. He listens to me and he understands my anxiety and all of the little things but... Constantine does too.
