Highschool Sweethearts Yandere Tord x Innocent Reader ( Lemon )

Chapter 24

 Y/N's POV

Why didn't you listen to me... I try and try to help you.. It was me who helped, not them! One cries to me. I think one voice is supposed to be the one who shows the truth of the situation, don't yell at her... she didn't know to be-  the other sympathizes. This is the one who keeps fooling into thinking everything is gonna be fine or alright... I figured them out after a year.

Don't give her excuses! you got us into this problem in the first place... she shouts at the other one. It slowly becomes more apparent, they look like me but one with a white and dress and the other with a black one.  The one sympathizing with me is hovering over me, in her black dress with her hand on my shoulder.  

Stop it!! Now, Y/N you fucked yourself and now I'll help you get the fuck out of this mess if you listen to me!. Her hand is extended by nails dig into my skin and I look up and it the black dress, don't follow her Y/N join him..He's still-.  I start to shake my head... Don't Y/N he hurt you...He's going to do something to you when you arrive unless you listen to him.

I feel this rush of adrenaline wake up, breathing hard, uneven breaths. Tord walks in slowly to see my emotional state. I practice some breathing exercises, hopefully, it works. He watches me...carefully. I don't know what he wants...I don't know what he hopes for...

I don't wanna be in a relationship with him ever again. He hurt...He used...He controlled me in the time we were in each other's company. I'm surprised I'm not chained down, considering how controlling he was...

" Why did you bring me back? " I struggle to say these words. " Why did you kidnap Rosy? " I look to him my eyes puffy from all the tears. " I wanted you back.." he explains, sits down on a chair, " so what? you pointed a gun at my friend and brought me against my will " my voice breaks. " You wouldn't have come back otherwise " he explains, " ya think? ".

" You lied to me...you hurt me " I remind, " now you want a second chance? " I shake my head. " Yes, I do, I want a second chance, I know I overreacted last time, I hurt you..badly ", " understatement...you can't bring them back...you just took away one of the few people I trusted " I swallow. " Sorry isn't gonna heal us " I turn away digging my nails into my arms. 

" Maybe not I lied about a lot of things, your parent's deaths was one ", " you don't get to talk about the- "  I interrupt him but end up cutting off myself. " You are a manipulative liar " I let a few tears go,"  with a poisonous tongue ". He stands up, approaching me " then help me to be better...I was controlling... but let me try again...I want to be better for you, I love you Y/N ", " you can't say that..." I cry.

" You manipulated my feelings and when I escaped you dragged me back, now what? you're gonna lock me up..".

Tord's POV

" Lock me up..."  the damage I've inflicted on her, has been done...She'll never forget or forgive me. " You murdered my parents for fuck sake! I tried to look past that and I don't know why I tried! Truth is you can never look past that...never look past the pain " she cries.  I didn't wanna tell her at the time about the ever-looming threat of our little problem. They knew about her family and her, they knew what she meant to me.  In return they killed her parents, forcing me to make a rush choice and bring her into the army without explaining much. 

I didn't tell her...I didn't want her to worry, to be fearful. I was worried that if I'd let her walk around she'd be in danger.  If I tell her now she won't believe me I need proof, I need to prove to her I didn't want her family to die.   That it wasn't me.