𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 : 𝓑𝓻𝓸𝓴𝓮𝓷 𝓗𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓽𝓼

Chapter 6

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Ishana's POV

Life!!!! It Changes like a rapid speed of time!! The thing which you don't wanna in your life it always come in your life without knocking and make your life a big mess

There is a word goes which my Dadu use to tell me

"You can't start the next chapter of your life....
If you keep re-reading the last one!!!!"

But he didn't said me that what we should do when that chapter again comes infront of you.... to avoid it

We should turn the page or give a another try to understand it!!!!!

I know I'm not weak but I'm not that much strong to handle it i moved on from it how many time i ignore that chapter i don't have any fear to lost something cause i lost everything in a single day...

My friends those friends who use to say that they trust me.... but... my buddy my backbone my real strength.... i never regret on my any decision which i taken in my life but my that decision i never knows that i'll loose everything which is most precious to me...

I lost everything... and now I don't have anything to have for the first time I cared for someone except my buddy I want to save someone I lov....

No!!! No!!! You don't love him!!! Ishana... he don't deserve that he don't deserve you..... he don't..........

I just have to be more strong for sometime i can't deny it that i still care for him it just impossible that'swhy i don't wanna come here but just cause of maria  i came and now see what I'm doing here

Flashback

1 week ago

"Maria Aunty please na!!! Don't get angry on me. Please!!!" I said her with a sad pout i can't stay calm when she is angry with me why can't she understand that i can't go there why she's so much stubborn yaar!!!!

"Please!!! I can't go there...I can't face them after going there and meet with them is just next to impossible It... will hurt me more it will remind me my failure" I said her in a broken voice and put my head on her lap

"It reminds me that how much fool i was.... that cause of me i lost my buddy that cause of me...." i'm saying her but she cut me off in it

"Nothing is cause of you ishu you don't have any fault on it it was just an fault..." she said by carrasaing my hair

"I want to concentrate on my work maria i can't go there i'm living only to fulfil my one dream which my buddy can't do it cause of...." I'm on the verge of crying i hate it but my tears are just stubborn they always come out in wrong time

"Listen Ishu!!! Nothing is just cause of you and again if you said this then i'll give you a tight slap do you get it"she said in a angry tone but i nodded and hugged her tightly and cry my heart out

"And you know what your buddy never wants to see you like this your buddy always wants to see you as a happy go child who live her life happily as earlier your buddy never be in peace after seeing you like this like a broken,sad,scared and coward" she said by caressing my hair but her last word pissed me off i pushed her little go away from her

"I'm *hiccups* not *hiccups* coward got it!! i'm*hiccups* not" i want to scream but it comes out in slow and weak voice cause of my crying she just smile with teary eyes and came near to me i just moved my neck to avoid her