Alpha Knox

Chapter 32

UNEDITED

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"Kevan?!? Catriona?!? OH! MY! GLOB!" Lenny screamed, causing Knox and myself to lunge at her, telling her to stay quiet.

"Dammit, why the hell do you have to be so loud?" Knox sighed, leaning over our babies to ensure they were still sound asleep.

"I'm excited. I can't have children, so seeing infants make me emotional. I can't help myself." Lenny said softly, the last part barley audible.

She can't have children? I... I had no clue...

"You can hold one." I smiled, hoping that holding one of them would bring her even the slightest bit of joy.

"I-I'm okay, I think I'm going to lay down. I'll catch you guys later." Lenny said calmly, offering a small smile before exiting the room faster than lightning itself.
Knowing her enough, I knew that smile wasn't true...

I turned to Knox after I knew Lenny was far enough to not hear, "she can't have children?"

Knox bit the inside of his lip, signaling for me to sit down on the couch. Both of us taking a seat, Knox let out a deep sigh, "there's a lot to the story darling. Lenny is open about it, so telling you wouldn't bother her, but don't bring it up unless she wants to talk about it. Please." Knox begged.

"O-of course, I wouldn't dare do that... that's so wrong." I said defensively.

"I know baby," Knox chuckled, "I just have to take precautions."

After a short silence, Knox began speaking once more, "Lenny isn't my sister by blood. She was found on the edge of our territory when she was the age of twelve. She was filthy, and dressed in a dress that was torn to pieces. After a few months, she warmed up to us and allowed us to give her high fives and simply sit besides her. Once she went to the doctor, we found out that she had been, I guess, scooped clean of her feminine organs. Her uterus and all that was removed."

He paused, "when we told her about what the doctor discovered, she bursted into tears. She told us how her recent packs alpha removed her of the organs that she 'did not deserve' simply because she had a miscarriage a few months after he raped her."

Oh my goddess.

"So," Knox continued, "she volunteers a lot at the orphanage here, I guess to help her cope."

"Wow..." I sighed, taking a few moments to process what my mate just told me.

*****
It was ten til five and the babies had just eaten. Both had been cooing and smiling at the ceiling. I can't help but think to myself that their lost sibling is smiling down at them, causing them to make such noise.

Laying down on the blanket with Kevan and Catriona, I felt myself grow heavy.
I think deep down, no matter what the doctors or what my mate tell me, I will always blame myself for the loss of my baby.