My Mafia Love ✔

27

Finally, you're mine

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"Yoongi please talk to me" I kneel in front of him getting sick of playing hide and seek with him, I don't even know what I did wrong this is driving me up the wall

so now I'm on my knees for a final explanation "get up" he says and now faces me "pity me all you want I'm not leaving until you tell me what I did for you to avoid me" I say while looking at the floor

"I want us to stay as this, strangers" he tries to leave when I grab his ankle to halt him in his tracks "i-is it about what I said at the hospital?"

"you're right, now let go" he tries to shake me away from him making me shriek "I don't want us to be like this Yoongi, I'm hurt" I lift my gaze to meet with his cold and heartless ones

"did you even think about what I felt when you mention him to me?" a shaky tone runs out from his throat as he squints his eyes at me "you don't fucking care about what I feel, both jealousy and pain kept on eating me up"

lowering my head once more I feel my tears dripping away from my eyes making it glisten "then have you ever thought of how I wanted to keep you even if I were to hurt more than one heart uh? Yoongi?" staring at the carpet getting soaked by my salty tears I scoff

"how inconsiderate of you"

"you're immature" looking back into him I grit my teeth "so not lowering your pride isn't immaturity?" his lips curve upwards in a negative way as he successfully removes his hold from me

"don't talk to me" I hear a door slamming, with both fists on the soaked carpet I bawl, my chest heaves up and down from the heavy emotion clinging unto me

it hurts

what have I done wrong to you Yoongi? I rejected Jimin, neglected Jungkook, disobeyed Taehyung and you still think what I did was immature?

You're the one who's immature

something drops from behind me "oh my god Yona are you alright?" hoseok's voice lingers in my mind as he grabs my by the hair harshly to make me sit up properly

what a gentleman

I wipe my tears while pouting at him, he crouches in front of me and pats my back "I was walking by and saw everything, what happened?" he asks in a gentle manner

I give him a broken smile before slowly standing up
"I just had a small misunderstanding with Yoongi, it's nothing" I brush off before rushing back to my room

dropping my body on the cold bed I hug byeol and bullet all together, the sleepy daehan beside me. I gawk at the ceiling

I don't know how to handle these kind of situations, truth to be told I don't have any right to feel this way

we have nothing to be expressed between us

us

I chortle and feel more tears gushing down my eyes "why is it so hard to love you?"

I am afraid

I am shattered

I'm so afraid that you'll leave me in the end

making me want you still

-  -

"Yona hurry up you're not on your wedding!" Taehyung bangs on the door making me flinch and look for my missing comb, aish did it go on an adventure again?!

"come on-"

"It was just here, Don't join Dora in your adventure comb, I need you" I'm out of luck, I did not comb my hair ever since I got out of the Bathroom

I pause for a moment of silence upon remembering the same scene from the first time I met Yoongi after so long.

You know those days, when you just feel so sad and down, that your body feels too heavy and it looks like everybody around you is happy and bubbly

my feet won't set off, though it seems too late now

he hates me

"Yona" Taehyung breaks my door and rushes towards me to look at me worringly, cupping both my cheeks in him "tell me what's wrong with my little yoda"

I shake my head "it's nothing, let's go down" I went straight downstairs to look at them all happily running around playing with byeol

even hobi is playing with him

it's night already but I'm not feeling it today, just.
and my feet settles on the floor my eyes instantly rummaged to find Yoongi's and successfully meet his stare

he avoids the contact and walks away

"you look beautiful" they say

"t-thank.." my heart grows crumpled and my words lessen, simple word of pain stings my body to make it numb

I shake my head "let's just eat the night away, yeah?"

"Yeah!"

-  -

passed midnight

I got drunk a little bit jeez what a hassle, by the pool side I see a lot of dead zombies puking their shits out while here I am looking at Yoongi who was leaning against a chair

another drunk ass

without even thinking I throw my bottle of alcohol away and go towards him slowly, he sees me and stands up instantly and tries to run when I catch him by grabbing his arm to make him face me

"you think avoiding me can help you?" I say as I remove my touch from him, the way his skin came in contact with mine still brought different burning sensations in me

"there's nothing for us to talk about Yona"

"what about us? our feelings" I look deep into his eyes to at least get an answer "Jungkook needs you more" and I argue "no,  please realize that you're taking it the wrong way!" I holler with all my might as I burst into tears again

"you don't know how much it hurts in me to see the man you've been falling think you're just playing with him, like fuck Yoongi I'm god damn in love with you" after confessing it turns silent

"you what?"

"I love you..."

I fix my position and frown,
"now what? you gonna reject me or-"

I feel his lips touch mine, soft and perfectly moving against mine. his hand makes it's way to fondle my cheek as I give him my answer

feeling the way those perfect thin lips moved against my own made me ponder

"what are we?" I pull away to glance at him shyly, I suddenly feel hot

he smiles before  pecking my lips once more and rests his forehead against mine

"lovers"