My Mafia Love ✔

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Back to who we were in the past

Strangers

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something was wrong starting on wards

he was avoiding me, most of the time

I'm not even sleeping beside him anymore, hence Yoongi was now with Jimin on my own room leaving me with Tae. I don't know what I did wrong

and I don't mind what he's doing

Everytime I sit beside him on the table he leaves to say he's not hungry and go towards my room, and every fucking time I try to sleep beside him he groans and says he's having an headache and goes to sleep beside daehan and that dog, hugging it instead of me

stupid dog

I tried to approach him many times clearly observing his demeanor, simple I come he goes away. so what? I have no choice but to do the same

It hurts so fucking much but no one can know about it, not Jimin and especially Taehyung I know how much he dislikes how Yoongi flirts with me in secret

I like Yoongi more than he knows

Yoongi

I don't think he knows enough of how much my feelings start to grow deeper for him. everyday I question 'what's wrong with me?' why does everyone that I love somehow grow farther from me

what was wrong?

Midnight here I was on bed, reading a book, being curled up in sheets with bullet in my arms since the rest of the gang were having a meeting again

Daehan is now asleep beside me making it much better. No noise, just me and the loud thoughts of rants in my head

Death bed

you're my sweet fantasy

I watch you from afar as if you were the piece of art painting my day complete, my moon that I have always adored

my star that I wanted to shine just for me

me alone.

Kiss me

(Read fantasy yall)

Without even noticing my cheeks somehow felt hot and embarrassed, wow whoever wrote this must be head over heels for her man. like me

I giggle all to myself before flipping another page

you're making my fantasies come true day by day. a kiss, a toxic yet sweet kiss enraptured all around me binding my worn out heart back to it's colors

day by day I start to want you more and more. I want your hands on me in different ways

touch me

"touch me"

"touch what?" my eyes widen in surprise before slamming the book close and drop it on the floor far from his sight, I see Taehyung shooting me a doubting look as he closes the door to approach daehan first to kiss his forehead and then mine