Prose and poetry

so money is

So money is life and I don't have enough,

Relationships are empty and there are no more,

No more true feelings no more love without motives,

I'm going to end alone with a bad money score,

Which apparently disqualifies from having a girlfriend,

And it's better than having a bad end.

And I can write it again with a hundred more ways,

A thousand more words for one simple feeling,

Just read it and remember that I said,

I better be alone since useless I've always been,

I don't wanna torture a girl with my disabilities,

Like caging a bird in a hell garden,

Like killing a flower with a razorblade.