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"Hayoon-ah, do you think hyung is still mad at me? Us?" Junhoe asked as they were going to the cafeteria for lunch.

"I think, look he's eating with Jinhwan oppa" Hayoon said as she is pointing to the two male eating lunch at the corner of the cafeteria.

"It's good for them. Maybe hyung will tell him the secret that he's been hiding for so long" Junhoe said while putting foods on his tray. "How long was it again?" He asked.

"5 years" Hayoon simply answered as she was looking at her brother and his best friend.

"Hey, focus on your food. I know hyung will handle it. He's strong remember, we've been hurting him for almost his entire life, but he still hasn't given up on you yet" Junhoe said and put foods on his best friend's tray. "Let's go"

The two went to their usual spot and started eating in silent.

"Hayoon..... I...." He didn't finish his sentence as the bell rang.

"What do you want to say?" Hayoon asked as they were putting their trays at the designated area.

"I'll just tell you later. First, let's go back to our room" Junhoe said and put his arm around Hayoon's.

The two were walking towards the hallways. But, they stopped as they saw Jinhwan smirking at Hanbin.

"I think Jinan oppa is teasing Hanbin oppa again" Hayoon said and looked at his best friend before smiling.

"Let's go now" both of them said and went to their classroom.

< dismissal time >

Hayoon and Junhoe went their way towards the gate, when they saw Hanbin and Jinhwan at the gate.

"Are they going home together?" Junhoe asked. "I don't know" she answered.

Suddenly, Jinhwan dragged Hanbin somewhere. Hanbin looked so trouble and Hayoon can't stop laughing.

"Yah, don't just laugh at there. Let's follow them" Junhoe said, "you mean stalk?"

< park >

"Hyung, why did you dragged me here?" Hanbin asked as they sat at the bench.

Same place, same bench they sat at, when they first met.

"Did I told you a while ago about the little secret of yours?" Jinhwan asked back, wiggling his eyebrows.

"Aish hyung stop it" Hanbin said and looked away.

"Why am I not cute?" Jinhwan asked, "no it's disgusting" he answered.

Jinhwan pouted. "Why don't you just confess to me! You like me right?! Why are you so coward!" Jinhwan suddenly blurted out.

Hanbin's eyes widened not knowing what to do.

"H-hyung, what are y-you talking a-about?" He asked with his voice shaking.

"Hayoon told me that you like me. You like me ever since you met me here. I can't believe you didn't tell me about it. Instead, you told it with Hayoon and Junhoe first. I know that Hayoon is your sister that's why I understand it. But, Junhoe? I thought you are not telling him you're secrets. I'm really hurt" Jinhwan said with his tears started to fall on his cheeks.

"H-hyung, w-why are y-you c-crying?" Hanbin asked and started to pat the older's back.

"It's because of you idiot" he said and started to hit him in his chest.

"Hyung I'm sorry, I'm just afraid to confess to you. I'm afraid to lose you. You're the only one who hangouts with me almost everyday. You're the one's who's cheering me up when Hayoon doesn't want to hangout with me. When I'm being third wheel. I don't want that to happened. You're important to me hyung" Hanbin said with his tears also falling on his cheeks non stop. Crying with his hyung.

"Then why you didn't tell me in the first place?" Jinhwan asked as he was wiping his best friend's tears.

Hanbin hold his hand in his cheeks, leaning into his touch, "I'm afraid that you don't want to be my friend anymore. I'm afraid you will hate me and leave me for who I am. I don't want that to happen hyung. I love you so much"

"What did you see in me for you to like me? I'm just nobody" he said.

"Hyung you're not just nobody. Everyone loves you that's why I'm scared confessing" he said before taking a deep breath and continue, "the first time I met you, you walk to me and even gave me a cotton candy with my favorite flavor. You were so adorable that time. When I'm feeling down, you always cheer me up by any ways, like buying me my favorite snacks, singing for me, and even accompanying me the whole night. That little things that you did for me, make me even more fall in love with you. You're so precious hyung and I want to keep you in my side always, but I can't because I know you will never love me as I love you. You just love me as your younger brother" he said as tears are flowing non stop on his cheeks.

"How can you say that? Do you know my feelings? Do you know how I'm hurting seeing you cry, seeing you down! It so painful and now you're saying that I will leave you for knowing your feelings towards me? I love you too! I was very blissful when Hayoon told me that you have feelings for me. So how can you judged my feelings towards you?" Jinhwan said with his shaking voice because of crying too much.

"Hyung I'm sorry. I'm really really sorry" Hanbin said while wiping his tears.

Jinhwan looked at him and hugged him tightly. "I love you so much" he said.

Hanbin hugged him back and stayed silent for a couple of minute.

Suddenly, Hanbin pulled out from the hug and looked at his hyung. "Wait, so you love me too?" He asked.

"Of course, why would I cry if not? And you just ruined the moment you idiot" Jinhwan said annoyingly.

Hanbin chuckled and pulled him again for the hugged.

"I love you so much hyung" he whispered to his ears while smiling ear to ear.

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