Forever Love

Chapter 19

<Junhoe's POV>

"Who are you...?" She asked me looking so curious.

I looked at her in disbelief. Who is me? Is she kidding me? Why can't she remember anything? Moreover me?

"Hayoon... w-why? Y-you don't r-remember m-me?" I stuttered.

I really can't believe it she just forgot about me. Her best friend! I've been with her since we were kids and she promised me to never forgot me but, now she forgot about me completely.

How can this happened? This is all my fault! If I didn't let her go, she will not be here.

"I'm sorry but, do I know you?" She asked again. I can already tell that she was very curious and uncomfortable with my hold.

I looked at her with sad eyes, I can already feel some tears forming on my eyes. She looked at me and I can see some guiltiness in her eyes.

I'm sorry this is all my fault. I promise to do better this time Yoon, just wait for it.

"I-I just call the doctor to asked him regarding to t-this" I said and went outside of the room.

I saw Hayoon's doctor and went to him. "Doctor, may I talk to you?" He looked at me and smiled. "Sure, let's go to my office, let's talk there"

Reaching the office, he asked me to sit on one of the seats and asked me what I want to talk.

"Hayoon... she doesn't remember me..."

"I already expected this" I looked at him confused. "Remember what I told you after her surgery?"

"She's in coma. Once she woke up she might lost some of her memories..."

I slowly nodded as I remember his words clearly. How can I forgot about that?

"Look I know that you were sad because of it but, you need to be careful with her. Don't stress her. Once she is stress there might be a chance for her to lost her memory fully. So, don't try to asked her about her past or related to the person who she forgot" the doctor said with apologetic stare.

"Thank you for the information. I promise to do the things that you told me" I said and bowed at him.

I was about to stand up, but the nurse rushed inside the room panting.

"Ms. Kim Hayoon kept on yelling while holding her head. I think she was having a panic attack. We can't stop her and we also tried to inject her but she is strong" the nurse explained.

I rushed to the exit of the office and hurriedly went to Hayoon's room.

I saw her yelling and holding her head. I took a step forward to her but the nurse stops me. "Don't go near her. She might hurt you"

"It's okay I can handle her. I know how to calm her" I said and went to her quietly.

I wrapped my arms around her protectively and patting her back gently.

"Shhh, I'm here... calm down shhh....." I said and hugged her tightly. She seems to calm a bit and I only hear a soft sobbed on her.

I looked at her who is already fell asleep in my arms. I laid her on her bed gently trying not to wake her up.

"It's good that she's already calmed down. We need to get going we'll be back later and inject her the medicine" he said and went out with the nurses.

I looked at her sleeping peacefully. She looks so scared and fragile a while ago. I'm glad that I manage to calm her down. I hope she will be okay before I audition or should I back out? I need to take care of her. Her parents are always at work, her brother is training while her little sister is still a year old. No one will take care of her once I passed the audition and I can't let that happen. She needs someone to take care of her.