Lisa in disguise (Blackpink Lisa X BTS)

LID - Chapter 38

Lily's POV
I'm currently at the parking lot trying to find where the hell is my damn car.

Look here, look there.

Sh*t! It's him.

Dammit! He's really a hard headed human being. He just won't stop, will he?

"Lily." He pleaded. Trying to stop me from going.

F*ck! I just want my damn car. Look, I don't care about him anymore. He's not my boyfriend for God's sake! Well, he used to. But, not anymore.

"Stop following me, Bambam. For once, listen to me!" I shouted. Looking at him in the eyes, trying to look mad.

Deny it or not, I honestly can't control my emotions just yet whenever I'm with him or worst, close to him. I'm still in the process you know.

"Mind your own business."  I said. Glaring at him. But looking at his eyes, he seems worried and sad?

"Wait, what?! Stop with your imagination, Lily. You've learned your lesson very well. Enough is enough." I said.

Scolding myself.

Finally, I've found my damn car! I pressed my car keys for an automatic of turning on and was about to get inside when he held my wrist, trying to stop me.

Again.

Damn it! Wtf-ing hell is wrong with him?

"Mahal kita."

*Gasp*

I was not expecting that.

"That's the reason why." He reasoned out.

I've been in pain and now, just because he still lo—arrrrgggh!

That's bullsh*t!

"Reasons." I replied with a deep tone. Turning back at him.

He suddenly grab me and pulled me closer to him, making our lips touched. I was stunned and without a doubt, I kissed him back. Not realizing that I just did that. My arms just move on its own around his neck and his, placed around my waist trying to deepened the kiss.

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15 and we finally both stop as we both breathe and lean each other's forehead. Five seconds passed by and we... kissed.

Again.

But this time, it was aggressive and probably because of lust. Longing for each other's embrace.

After a minute or two, we finally both stop and when the realization hits me, I just went inside my car and drove off. Leaving him hanging at the parking lot.

"Ghaddd! What the f*ck is that? Dammit, Lily! You almost f*ck out there in the PARKING LOT and worst, with HIM?! Double f*ck!!"
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After a long drive full of scoldings of myself about what just happened earlier, I've finally got back home.

Our family's home.

"Lily, let's talk."

Right. I'm here for a reason. I still have to deal with this old man.

Sighs.

"I did what you've told me to! Let me at least breathe. Even if it's just for today!" I shouted. Bursting out my frustrations and sleepiness. Probably, pain too.

"You do not talk to me that way, young lady!" He shouted. Scolding me as if he owns me.

"Sorry, I'm just tired. Let's just not talk about it today. Please." I pleaded. Trying to convince him.

He sighs.

"Fine. Just make sure you're not forgetting about our deal."

"Tsk! As if I have a choice."

If only I'm bolder enough to say it right in front of his f*cking face.

"Of course, dad. I'll always have my eye on the Jeon's." I replied.

He just nod at me.

Well, he seems to be satisfied with what I just said and so, he finally left and let me be.

For now.

I went to my room's balcony and stare at the stars above shinning so bright. Reminding me of the person who once was my happiness and hope.

I just hope Lisa is alright. I'm sure she's hella mad at me right now.

*Sighs*

How I wish I could tell you that everything's planned by our own Father.

But at the same time, I don't want you to get involve. I've got this. I'll always be. I'm sorry, Lali. Wherever you are.
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