I don't know where I'm going
I need a way out
I've been trying to appear
I never doubt myself
But here is the truth
Tired of lying to myself
Cause I'm so overcome
By these worries of self-doubt
That clouds every thought
Like a murky mix of taunts
That keep repeating in my head
Like a record that never stops
I've been searching all my life
To find a place, where
I'll never be afraid
Of being my real self
Maybe it's a new game
To plant a seed of doubt
Into another to make it so now?
The doubt of ones flaws
Makes them fall to the ground
Cause there is always one doubt
That shatters every last ounce
Making you doubt
The worth of yourself
Do you know?
That your the reason
Behind the self-doubt
That keeps making me feel
Like I'm drowning, with no help
How many obstacles are gonna stand in my way
How many years do I plan to fight to break away
Cause all I ever wanted was to feel like I have earned
Just a single persons full-hearted trust and love
But you keep making me feel
Like it's a waste of time
So let me tell you this, you need to stop alright?
Cause I'm so tired of you deciding
That I'll never be enough
I'll never be accepted if I decide to give up
All I ever wanted was to feel like I'm needed
But you broke me more
Than I thought to expect and...
Now I've lost my way
I feel kinda broken
Just because someone
Decided I'm not wanted
Told I'll never be accepted
Cause I'm worth nothing
To someone for I've always been expected to feel like I'm nothing
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