I wake up to the sun shining in my face. I open my eyes a little and see that Jonah just opened the curtains. He looks at me and smiles. "Good morning." He said. I rub my eyes, trying to stop being tired. I've never been this tired in my life. "Breakfast is ready if you're hungry." He said as the smell of bacon fills my nostrils. I'm not hungry at all. I'm just tired and all I wanna do is sleep. I shake my head. He sits on the bed a puts his hand on my arm. "What's the matter? Are you feeling okay?" He asked, moving his hand from my arm to my forehead. "I'm tired." I said, barely able to talk. "It's probably the anti-depressants." He said. I nod. "I'll let you sleep. Come down when you're hungry or anything." He said. I nod and close my eyes. I feel him kiss me on the forehead and then get off the bed. I open my eyes a little and see him walk out of the room, leaving the door opened a crack. "Is Riley coming down?" I hear Jonah's mom ask when he gets downstairs. "No. She's not very hungry...or awake." He said. "Really? Is she sick?" I hear Jenna ask. "Um...she's on antidepressants." Jonah said, hesitant to tell everyone. "She is? Really?" Jenna asked, surprised. "Yeah." Jonah said. "Wow, okay." Jenna said. "I'll save her some breakfast for later." I heard Jonah's mom say. I look at the clock on the wall. It says 10:32AM. I cover myself with the blankets up to my neck and close my eyes.
I wake up to the door creaking opened. I open my eyes and see Jonah looking at me. "Oh, sorry. I was just checking up on you." He said, coming into the room. He walks towards the bed. "Are you alright?" He asked, sitting next to me on the bed. I nod. "We're gonna go get ice cream. Wanna come?" He asked. I shake my head, no. "You're not up for it?" He asked. I shake my head again. "Alright. I'll make sure to bring you something back for tomorrow or later or something." He said. He smiles and walks towards the door. "Jonah." I say with all the strength I have left. He stops and turns around to look at me. "Thank you." I said, weakly. He smiles. "You're welcome." He said. Then he walks out. I sigh and look at the clock. 8:49PM?! I slept the whole day. This is why I don't like antidepressants. They make me tired and annoyed and have no emotions. I'm still tired so I close my eyes.
I wake up to laughing. I open my eyes and see Jonah laying next to me, watching tv. I rub my eyes and groan. I have a headache. Jonah turns around and looks at me. "I'm sorry, did the tv wake you up?" He asked. I shake my head, no. He grabs the remote and turns it off. I should get to sleep anyways. I have a show tomorrow." He said. I look at the clock and see that it's 4:09AM. He lays on his stomach, facing me, and closes his eyes. "I'm gonna use the bathroom." I whispered. "Okay." He said. I get out of bed and walk to the bathroom. The floor is really cold and it's hard to walk cause I've been in bed all day. I use the bathroom and then look at myself in the mirror. My hair is a mess and I have the darkest circles under my eyes. This is why I wore makeup everyday in high school. I walk out of the bathroom and back into Jonah's room. I crawl back into bed and get under the covers. I can tell Jonah's in a deep sleep because he's snoring really loudly. I think about Corbyn and the stupid christina situation. If she didn't ruin everything, me and corbyn could be together. We could be happy. I understand they were dating and it was wrong of me to kiss him while he was taken but she was cheating on him. She didn't even feel bad about it either. Ugh now I can't sleep. I get out of bed and go downstairs. I see the mite not light is on. When I get into the kitchen, I see corbyn drinking a bottle of vodka. He notices me as I walk in. "Are you alright?" I asked as I walk over to him. "Yeah. Why? do I not look alright?" He asked. "I mean, you're chugging down a bottle of vodka so...you tell me." I said, giggling a little. He laughs. "I think too much." He said. "About what?" I asked. "You know....christina." He mumbled her name. "Oh." I said. He takes another big sip of vodka. "Do you wanna talk about it?" I asked. He looks at me, his eyes half closed. "Does it look like I wanna talk about it?" He said. I laugh and shake my head. "You're gonna get alcohol poisoning if you drink anymore." I said, taking the bottle away from him. I take a sip. "Eww. How do you drink that shit?" I said as I cough and scrunch my face. He laughs. "Years and years of practice." he said, taking the bottle from my hand. He takes another sip and barely reacts. "Don't drink the whole thing." I told him. He laughs and puts the bottle on the table. I smile a little and look down at the floor. I can see corbyn staring at me from the corner of my eye. I look up at him as he drunkenly smiles at me. "What?" I asked, blushing. "You're beautiful." He said. I smile. "Shut up." I said. He laughs. "Do you think I'm beautiful?" He asked. I laugh and look at him. "Yes. you're very pretty, corbyn." I said, jokingly. He smiles and stares at me. He leans in super fast and starts making out with me. I make out with him for a second before I realize. I stop him and he looks confused. "What's wrong?" He asked. "Am I your rebound?" I asked. "My what?" He asked. "Your rebound. Your way to get over christina?" I asked. "Don't be silly. Of coarse you're not my rebound." He said. "Okay. I was just-" I said before Corbyn cut me off with a kiss. We start making out. "Let's go upstairs." He said, grabbing my hand. He pulls me up the stairs with him. He stumbles a little because he's so drunk. When we get to the top of the stairs, he stops and grabs my face. We start making out. He leads me to his room but I stop him before he opens the door. "Wait. Isn't jack and Esther sleeping in there?" I asked him. "We'll be quiet." He said with a smile as he starts to kiss me again. He opens the door and lays me on the blow up mattress on the floor next to jacks. Esther is on her bed. Corbyn gets on top of me and starts to pull off my pants. "I feel weird with jack and Esther in here." I said. "It's fine." Corbyn said as he takes off his shirt. I look at jack and then back at corbyn. There's not much room on the mattress but I smile and start to kiss him.
When we're done, me and corbyn are both out of breath. I look at jack and Esther to see if they woke up. He's still asleep, thank god. I look at corbyn and see that he passed out. He doesn't have any underwear on so I put them on for him. I know that's weird but it would be even weirder for him to be naked when esthers in here. I kiss corbyn on the cheek and get out of bed. I open the door, about to go back into Jonah's room. I look at him as his sweaty chest shines from the light in the hall. I smile and close the door. I walk back into Jonah's room and crawl into bed with him. I sigh and smile. I've been waiting for that moment for so long and it finally happened. Well....when he was drunk. But I know he meant it. No one is that good when they don't mean it. And it was so good. No, it was amazing. The best I've ever had. I close my eyes and go to sleep.
