stargazer*haha

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𝘐 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘩 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 - 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 - 𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘪𝘵𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯 - 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘧𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘹 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘺 𝘢𝘹𝘪𝘴 - 𝘐 𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘦 - 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘦 𝘳𝘰𝘰𝘵𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘧𝘪𝘤𝘬𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘮𝘦 𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘥 - 𝘐 𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘳𝘵 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦

(and i hope it turns to mud, so i can sling it at you)

𝑺𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒎𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒍𝒐𝒚𝒂𝒍𝒕𝒊𝒆𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒆 - 𝑰'𝒗𝒆 𝒂𝒍𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒚 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒎𝒚 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒅𝒔 - 𝒆𝒔𝒑𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒌𝒆𝒆𝒑 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒎𝒚 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌 -- 𝒉𝒆𝒄𝒌 𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒍𝒂𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎 𝒅𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒆𝒆 - 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒂𝒔𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒎𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 - 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒂𝒔𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒐 𝒐𝒑𝒆𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒈𝒐𝒅𝒅𝒂𝒎𝒏 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔

The silver lining is beckoning, you gotta see it - since you keep staring at the clouds

ɪ ꜱᴛᴀʏ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ɪ'ᴍ ᴋᴇᴘᴛ - ᴀᴛ ᴀʀᴍꜱ ʟᴇɴɢᴛʜ - ʟᴏʏᴀʟ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴅᴏɢ - ᴅɪꜱɢᴜꜱᴛɪɴɢ ʜᴏᴡ ʟᴏᴠɪɴɢʟʏ ɪ ꜱᴛᴀʏ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ʟᴇᴀꜱʜ - (ɢᴏᴏᴅ ɢɪʀʟ) - ᴘɪɴɪɴɢ ꜰᴏʀ ᴍʏ ᴍᴀꜱᴛᴇʀ'ꜱ ᴘᴇᴛꜱ - (ᴘᴀᴛʜᴇᴛɪᴄ!) - ᴛᴜɢɢᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ɢɴᴀᴡᴇᴅ ᴀᴛ ᴍʏ ʟᴇᴀꜱʜ - ᴏɴʟʏ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ꜱʜᴏᴛ ᴠɪᴏʟᴇɴᴛʟʏ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴛᴏ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ɪ ᴡᴀꜱ ʙᴇꜰᴏʀᴇ (ꜰᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ ʜᴇʟʟ) (ᴜɢʜ)

𝘞𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘢 𝘵𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘪 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 - 𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥

Estrangement turned desolation

Desolation turned to numbness

Numbness to acceptance - a blind succumb to my fate

¿pǝsıɯoɹd uǝǝq ǝʌ,I ʇɐɥʇ ʇǝǝʍs lnɟıʇnɐǝq ǝɥʇ ɹoɟ sıɥʇ ll∀

ᴅᴀʀᴋɴᴇꜱꜱ ᴜɴᴛɪʟ ᴛʜᴇɴ - ᴍʏ ʟɪɢʜᴛʙᴜʟʙꜱ ʙᴜʀꜱᴛ ᴛᴏ ꜱʜᴀʀᴅꜱ

𝚃𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚜 𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚌𝚔𝚕𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚏𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚗 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚜 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚕𝚎𝚝 𝚖𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚙𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖

𝘍𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘮𝘱 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 (𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘢 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰? 𝘕𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨)

░▒▓█ Pretty little words flutter like butterflies but never land on me, at this point I'm swatting them away (fuck off) █▓▒░

𝔻𝕚𝕕𝕟'𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕤𝕒𝕪 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕨𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕 𝕓𝕖 𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕓𝕪 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕨𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕤𝕠𝕝𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕔𝕖?

𝘐 𝘢𝘴𝘬 𝘢𝘴 𝘐 𝘴𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘬𝘪𝘴𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘱𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘦

I am the wolf that howls at your moon

I am the stargazer and you are the stars

I am the bruised and you caused my scars

Too scared to hold my hand during our ceremonial dance

&your words like fireflies caught in my rib cage, empty because I died while waiting

No ones home anymore, knock on the next door, you might find them more welcoming

*i - caught - the - falling stars - and - couldn't put them in my pocket - i chucked them at you while you ran away - haha*

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