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𝘛𝘳𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦, 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘦𝘴𝘤𝘢𝘱𝘦

𝘖𝘶𝘳 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘬𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘮𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘳𝘦, 𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘳𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘴 𝘐'𝘥 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦

I'd never been this helpless

𝕐𝕠𝕦, 𝕀 𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟 𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕡𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪 𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕚𝕟 𝕞𝕪 𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕕

𝕊𝕠 𝕦𝕤𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕔𝕠𝕟𝕥𝕣𝕠𝕝, 𝕦𝕟𝕒𝕓𝕝𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕔𝕠𝕟𝕥𝕣𝕠𝕝 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕤𝕚𝕥𝕦𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟,

𝗧𝘄𝗼 𝗯𝗼𝘆𝘀, 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝗮 𝗹𝘂𝗿𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗺𝗼𝗻𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗿, 𝘀𝗵𝗮𝗰𝗸𝗹𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗺𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗴𝗵,

𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗶𝘀 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗻 𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘂𝗽 𝗮𝘁 𝗺𝗲, 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝗸𝘆

𝓢𝓸𝓾𝓵 𝓽𝓲𝓮𝓼 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓭𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓷𝔂 𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓮𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓶𝓮 𝓭𝓸𝔀𝓷 𝓪 𝓹𝓪𝓽𝓱

𝓖𝓲𝓿𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓶𝓮 𝓪 𝓶𝓪𝓹, 𝓻𝓲𝓭𝓭𝓵𝓮𝓭 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓬𝓵𝓾𝓮𝓼

𝓘 𝓼𝓹𝓲𝓷 𝓲𝓷 𝓮𝓯𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓽𝓵𝓮𝓼𝓼 𝓼𝓾𝓻𝓻𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓻

𝒊𝒎𝒎𝒐𝒗𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒎𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒇𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒏 𝒇𝒂𝒕𝒆

𝘕𝘰𝘸 𝘐 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘮𝘴 𝘦𝘧𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘭𝘺 -

𝘐 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘳𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘤𝘩 𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘐 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘭

ɪ'ᴍ ʟᴇꜰᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴇᴀʟ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇꜱᴇ ʙᴜʀᴅᴇɴꜱ ɪ ɪɴʜᴇʀɪᴛᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴀꜱᴋ ꜰᴏʀ

ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴜᴘ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ'ꜱ ɢᴏᴛᴛᴀ ʙᴇ ʟᴀᴜɢʜɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ᴍᴇ

Wαƚƈԋ ɱҽ ԃαɳƈҽ

Helplessly following my hopeless fate in karmic circles

Looking up to angels for assistance who shrug their shoulders

Figure it out yourself, ha

𝗖𝘂𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘀𝗲 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗶𝗻𝘀, 𝗽𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗲, 𝗜 𝗯𝗲𝗴, 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝘃𝗲𝗻𝘀 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘀𝗶𝗹𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗲𝗱

𝗪𝗵𝘆 𝗱𝗼 𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝘂𝗽 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗲𝗲 𝗻𝗼 𝗲𝗻𝗱?

Run little girl run, everyone else is screaming at me

𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘮

𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘥𝘰 𝘪𝘴 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘰𝘯

But I'm tired of running

&𝘄𝗵𝘆 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝗸𝘆, 𝗯𝗼𝘆,

𝗜'𝗺 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗽𝘂𝗹𝗹 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗱𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗴𝗿𝗮𝘀𝘀 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗺𝗲

𝗔𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗵𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗶𝗹 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗺𝗲 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗲𝘆𝗲𝘀

𝘊𝘩𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘮𝘰𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘬 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘩𝘪𝘮

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