I have feelings too {phan fanfiction}

Feelings?

Phils P.O.V

I decided to also wake up dan when i did because chris was still on the couch. He was walking down the steps when he tripped and tumbled down. He layed there for a moment, trying to calculate what just happened. I started laughing so hard to where i mumbled, hahah, i, hah love you, haha so so much hahaha. He gave me a blank stare and said "..what?" I stared back with a "really dude" face and he smiled. "As a friend." I said as i walked into the bathroom when i mumbled "i think." When dan fell down the stairs it woke up chris. He got a bowl of cereal as dan was still laying on the ground, looking very concentrated.

Dan's P.O.V

Does phil.. Maybe.. Like me? Not as friend, more? So many questions ran through my head. Do i like him? Does he like me? I really dont want this drama to end up ruining our friendship. I need to just get up and clear my head. When i realized chris was actually talking to me that whole time. I must've been toned out. Only listenening to my agonizing thoughts roam around in my head. I said "what?" As i open a new box of cereal. "Eh, nothing." I mumble a "k" as i poured my milk. After i got my bowl, i went to play video games to.. Ya know, "clear my thoughts." I totally forgot i lived with feel for about, 10 straight minutes. I had no clue in the world what he was doing or where he was? I decided to check. I walk upstairs, trying NOT to fall, and knock on his door. "... Phil?" I hear rustling as he says "uhh hold on a minute, give me one second" i hear a drawer close and he opens the door. Kinda like panting. "Erm, what were you doing.?" He gives me a exhausted stare. "I was putting stuff away.." He looked great. His hair fell perfectly on his face, and those ocean blue eyes.. Theyre so... Dreamy. His smile could light up the world. He's a bit shorter than me but thats okay. Wait. DAN. WTF ARE YOU SAYING. Wow. Um. I just realized i was staring at him with my mouth wide open. Just staring. Do you know how awkward that was? I say "oh.. Uh, well i just wanted to see what you were up to" i say with a friendly smile. "nothing much." Was his reply. "Okay im gonnaaa leave now, sooo"
He gave me the weirdest look, like i was going insane. I turned around and ran downstairs into the room i was just in. Fuck. I screw up everything. If phil didn't think that i liked him, he most likely does now. IM not even sure if i like him. Why is my life so confusing. Later, chris decides to go home after we all ate dinner. Phil and i decided to, i guess, "avoid?" Eachother. We avoided all eye contact. I had to break the silence. "So, hey phil, we should maybe play like, a video game after this or, something" he looks up from his dinner and says. "Sure." i need to try and act like i dont like him like that. I think he's weirded out. I dont know. The day goes by fast and nothing happens. Later i realized i had 3 bottles of i dont even kneo what it was in the fridge. I drink. I usually do it when theres nothing bettet to do and get drunk. Phil doesnt drink but once in a while he does. I say "hey phil, wanna drink? Im gonna have some" he said sure not even acknowledging what i held. I poured some for phil and i and handed it to him. I took just one big gulp and dang this stuff was strong. Hopefully i dont do something i regret. Phil's gulps it down and eventually we're both drunk. I know whats gonna happen. Im sorry. Im gonna do something wrong. Its gonna ruin everything. Fuck.