I have feelings too {phan fanfiction}

Shit

Dan P.O.V

I knew i shouldn't have drank last night. I woke up cuddling with phil on the couch.
We both don't have a shirt on and i think phil has a hickey. I get up without waking phil and hurry to throw on a shirt. what did we do last night?... I really wanna know. I grab for my phone on the table when to find out it's dead. I go put it on charge and decide to rest for a while stead its only 8:47 am.

*3 hours later*

Dan's P.O.V

I wake up to a loud crash. I look over into the kitchen to see phil staring at me hoping i wiuldn't wake up. "Um, im sorry for waking you.. You know me im clumsy" he forcing a little giggle. He rubs his neck and turns around and continued to do what he was doing. I went to grab my phone when i saw my lock screen was phil and I. Kissing. "What the fuck" i blurt out. I heard phil say something but i didn't care to actually listen. I unlock my phone to see a 1 hour and 23 minute long video. I skim through some and its mostly just phil and I getting undressed and making out. Hopefull phil doesn't remember anything from last night... I think to myself. I have a punding headache which is very distracting. I walk downstairs and he says "what was the yelling about?"
"It was nothing i just found um.. My room a little messy.. Messier than i thought it was.."
"Uh okay."
Fuck. Hopefully phil didn't realize his "hickey" yet. He better not remember this or it will be the end of me. What if phil wanted it? What if he forced it to happen? I wish i fucking remembered. I need to tell him. Quick. "Uh, hey phil.. Do you.. Erm.. Remember anything from last night?"
"No..? Do you.."
"Hold on.."
I speed walk as fast as possible with my heart beating out of my chest. What if it ruins our friendship. Well, i already technically told so lets get it over with. I give him my phone and say watch this as i ran into my room and shut the door. For some reason i started to break down. I layed down as i faintly cried. "I fucking love you phil" i whisper so not a soul could hear. I shut my eyes. I wake up to phil beating on my door. "Dan, dan?? Are you okay?!¡" he sounds worried. "Yeah im fine." I open the door when he looks at me and says "were.. You.... Crying?"
"Uhh, well, can i at-" i get cut off with a hug. He holds on for dear life and doesn't let go. "Telk me your okay dan."
"Yeah, im fine.."

Phil's P.O.V

Dan was crying. Why? The video? Me? Its okay. Nothing changed. I actually think i may have feeling for dan. Ive been with him for what? Um, like, 5 years? I really like dan. Alot. I would die for him. Hes mine and no one else's. "That video was nothing.. Its okay.. Its all gonna still be the same, okay? No worries"
He give me a relieved look. "Its okay..."
I have to find out if dan likes me. Atleast a little? Dan is just perfect. His dark brown fudge colored hair that falls perfectly. With his chocolate brown eyes that i always get lost in. Jesus he's amazing. "please please never leave me" i mutter. he smirks at me "i won't, i'll be here forever, by your side." I decided to use the restroom. I looked in the mirror to see i had a hickey. Okay this proves dan has to like me. Forreal. Obviously? I love him. So much. I want to kiss him, but for real. Not over video to where i dont remember shit. Real life. Reality.
Goodnight my love.