I have feelings too {phan fanfiction}

I'm sorry..

Dan's P.O.V

He say's.... "Dan, i have feelings for you.." I'm not sure what to say... I love phil. Stupid me mutters out "oh." "I really like you, your adorable." This isn't gonna be good. "Thanks?" He just stares at me. Kinda zoned out. Before i knew it he pinned me down on the couch. "What are you doing!?" I try to be quiet so phil can't hear. "Just let it happen" He forces me to shut up. He grabs my private and slams his lips into mine. I can't just 'let it happen'. "Get Off Of Me!!" I say that loudly. Too loud. As he is slamming his lips on mine and now grinding against me, phil comes out. "What is ha-...." My heart drops. I push winston off of me. I look back to see tears stream down phils face. "phil... he, he forced it!" He runs into his room and rustles around. "PHIL I SWEAR, PLEASE BELIEVE ME!" Phil runs out with about 2 full bags and stares at 'us'. I'm crying too. "Phil, p-please.... don't l-leave me" I start bawling as i realize the fact that he's actually leaving me. Winston laughs and then again grabs me and starts making out with me. I can tell phil's getting angry. I try to resist but he is to strong. Phils walks over and slams him in the head. "BACK OFF OF MY BOYFRIEND, NOW!" Shit he's angry.. Winston didn't move. Phil throws another punch and it hits him in the gut. He lets out a yelp of pain. He lays on the ground as phil starts to vigorously kick him in the head, groin, legs. He's mad as fuck. "GET OUT OF MY HOUSE IMMEDIATELY!" He says, panting, and with much rage. Winston stands up. "...If i can't have him... no one can." He stares at phil. That cold-blooded asshole. He walks out and slams the door shut to where a picture falls off the wall. Phil looks at me, tears in his eyes. "....why?" That broke my heart. "..he..he forced it.. it  was .. rape. I want nothing to do with him. I'm worried for you..." I cant stop thinking of what he said.. 'if i cant have you, no one can. if i cant have you, no one can.' That technically means, 'if i can't have you, phil can either.' That makes me so fucking depressed. "why..?" Phil looks confused. "Did you not hear what he said before he stormed out?" I can tell. Im a mess. "oh... Don't worry about me baby as long as you promise to never do that again..? I know it wasn't you who did it but don't ever... Talk.. to him again okay.?" He looks so adorable. His little face a tad wet, his eyes are bloodshot from the rage and crying. I stand up from the couch and walk over to him. I use my sleeve and dry his face. "I promise. With all of my heart. If i need to, I'll always ask you first if it's okay." I can't prevent the smile that creeps up on my face. He starts smiling too which is fucking amazing. Everything about him is amazing. I'm just happy he's happy. "okay.." He says under his breath so only i can hear. "Whenever you happy i'm happy, you know that?" I wrap him in a hug and lay soft kisses on his neck. "And your the only reason i smile, each and every day, you know that?" Phil's adorable with his words.

Phil's P.O.V

My heart is still broken but not because of dan. Fucking winston. "it'll all be okay" Dan whispers in my ear as he still holds me in his hug. He's perfect.. He always was and he always will be. "Holding in my feeling for 6 years was hard.." I say. "getting to live with the love of your life before even getting to call them yours is amazing." He pulls the hug out. His chocolate brown eyes always make me happy."I'm so happy i didn't leave and that we got to sort things out." I say with a smile. "Me too" Dan says most cheerfully. We just stare at eachother for a brief moment. "When was the last time we made a video?" I ask."A long time ago i know that." "Well why don't we make one?" I smile. "sure, yeah, but what would it be about?"
"I kinda want to make a coming out video. So many people are doing it.. Why not us?" i made a point. "Thats a good idea  but i really hate being criticized.." Awe he's so cuteee. "Babe i won't let you be criticized. If they love us, they shouldn't judge us..." "Yeah phil but you have to understand, not everyone loves us." shit. "Well, the phans and us will live happily together after and the haters can suck my ass." "Phil, I'm not sure if I'll be able to handle the hate, that's what im trying to tell you.." I feel so bad for him. I'll stick up for him. Forever. "Babe, I'll always be there for you, in reality, while the haters are over a computer or phone screen. All they can do is mentally scar you. But when i'm here, I'll fix the wound." He smiles, atleast a little smirk. "I love you so so much, and i will tell you that every dakn second if i have too." I can tell i started to blush. His words always comfort me. No. Not just his words but his voice. The tone and all makes my insides melt. "And i will always, ALWAYS, stand here by your side." I smirk a little myself. He grabs my waist, pulls me towards him, and kisses my forehead. He's only a little bit taller than me. I enjoy that though, I can always cuddle up to him and fall asleep in his arms that cover me. "You'll always be there for me?" i say as he jumps a little because my breath tickles his neck. "always." We wait til tomorrow for the video because we have no clue what so ever to make it so it'll have to wait. Dan picks me up and carries me into our bedroom. He lays me down on the bed and covers me up. Soon after he gets in bed too, under the covers and wraps his arms around me when i realize he's shirtless. So i decide to tale mine off as well. "Goodnight my love" I mutter cause of my sleepiness. 

Dan's P.O.V

"Goodnight my sunshine.."