I have feelings too {phan fanfiction}

Slowly Breaking...

Phils' P.O.V

I wake up realizing that i still need to 'unpack' my stuff from last night because im not going anywhere. Surprisingly I wake up before Dan. I walk out of the room and grab my 2 full bags. I carry them up to my room. I unpack a bunch of my clothes and put them in the correct drawers. I fold them nice and neat and organized. Unlike Dan who just throws his clothes in his drawers. Afterwards, I get on my phone and check twitter. There's a lot of normal stuff like always. Searching through twitter reminds me of last night when Dan and I couldn't choose what to make our video. I should start thinking about that now actually. I want it to be a coming out video so badly but Dan.. Ugh. I'll just talk with him about it when he wakes up. I checked the time and it's only 9:47 a.m. Dan's not gonna wake up for a few more hours. I decide to go back to sleep. I wake up to hear Dan doing something in his room. I get up, and walk into his room. I open the door and then again its Dan in his browsing position. "What was happening in here? Your being kinda loud.." I say, rustling my hair. "I was watching a video.. and i forgot that my sound was all the way up. I tried to turn it down fast but that apparently didn't work.." I walk into his room and shut the door. I go on his bed beside him and rest my head on his shoulder. "Did you figure out what video we were gonna create today?" Dan asks curiously. "Yes! I was thinking that we really should do a coming out video.. I'll protect you, i promise." He smiles "Okay darling, when are we gonna shoot it.?" He looks at me. He looks like he had just gotten up himself actually. "Well, whenever we're both freshened up and awake we can if that's okay with you.." "Yeah, that's fine. I need to straighten my hair too.." I like his hobbit hair.. I 'pout'. "What?" he looks at me. "But i like your hobbit hair.. It's cute." I smile. He gives me a blank stare. "Phil, it's DISGUSTING" He starts to laugh. "Maybe in your eyes, but not mine." I try to look comforting. "I'm still gonna straighten my hair, you know that right?" He smiles. "Of course i know, your dan. You don't let anyone tell you what to do." "Exactly." He gets up and walks into the bathroom leaving me alone in his room. I decide to put on different clothes myself. I decide to chill on dan's bed until he comes back with his normal hair. "Ready?" He says, sounding a little depressed. "Awe baby, yes. I am.. The question is, are you?" I raise an eyebrow. "Not really.." He mumbles.. I get up and walk to where he is. I wrap him in my arms for a long time. "Lets try this.." He says sounding a bit more confident. We go to the lounge and set up the camera. It starts recording when i sit down. "So i guess you came here because of the title..." I begin with. Dan looks emotional. I look at him and whisper "It's okay babe.." He noda at me and looks at the camera. "So yeah. Phil and I are gay. Go ahead, judge us all you want. Because we don't give a fuck. Not one fuck in the world for your thoughts unless they're good thoughts. We love all of you who are going to stay with us and support us." I'm so proud of him. "Yeah, what dan said!" We laugh. "It's hard holding in your feelings for someone. especially for 6 years. Have you ever had a crush and you didn't want to say anything because.. 1.) They wouldn't like you back   (2.) You would get made fun of or (3.) People wouldn't accept you for who you are or who you like. Well that's how dan and I feel. This is a really hard thing to admit. To the world. We haven't even told our family et and we're telling you. If you don't like seeing us together then simply unsubscribe and leave." I felt powerful. "Exactly, so, with that said, thank you for your time, we love you bunches! BYEEE" Dan stops recording and looks at me. "That was the most terrifying thing I ever had to do. Just the fear of being judged.." He looks sad again, like earlier. "Well, it's gonna be both of us being judged not only you babe. After a while it'll blow over and no on will give a fuck anymore. It's all gonna be okay." I smirk not knowing what else to do. He looks up at me with lust in his eyes. He smiles and sits on me so that he's facing me. On my lap. He gently moves his hand across my face. "I will always love you.." He makes me blush. "You know i will always love you too.." He forces his lips onto mine. He kisses me with passion. Of course i kiss back. His hands ruffle in my hair as he slightly tugs on it. I run my hands from his neck down his back. I bring him closer than ever. Our chests touching. His steady breaths. I kiss up his neck and he sighs of relief. He grabs my face not able to take it anymore and just completely makes out with me. It's a relief to see him atleast having a little fun. Our phones are blowing up but we don't care. "Can we just check them in the morning?. I say through muffled kisses. "Sure babe anything for you." Well he's happy now for sure. I'm so so happy everything turned out fine. Well, then again, we never read any comments. I realized that under 3 minutes we had about 2,000 replies. Shit. My phones gonna explode or do some matrix shit. I'm happy to see we're being noticed. "Dan.." I say. "Yes my love?" "There are so many people who have done this and theyaren't affected, and i don't want us to be that way. We have the youtube family to support us while some lame 12 year old leaves nasty comments. Please promise me that nothing near that will split us up?..." He looks at me. contemplating his thoughts. "I promise. I love you to much to ever leave you." I smile thinking of the thought. "i know.." "Till tomorrow?!!!!" He says rather loudly. "Till tomorrow!" We laugh as we get on pajamas and snuggle into bed together. "I love you babe.." I whisper. "I love you too.."

A/N omf where did you all come from? <3 last time i checked i had 315 views! tysm please keeo coming.. and also PLEASE give me feedback on how it is so far! thank you all! ilysfm<3