it's been awhile and i
cannot seem to let you go
even if i wanted to
you linger in the periphery of my mind
like the aftertaste of poisonous smoke
on which i stupidly seem to choke
how can i be addicted to something so cruel?
it's on the edge of self harming
but darling, you're just so charming
and it's been awhile and i
cannot seem to let you go
even if i wanted to
1/4-2020
